[crazymom]

I went through this at 32, 40, 48. At 48 I threaten my first employer and thought they were being mean to me. I got a really good job and my husband said quit and I did without thinking in over I also asked for unemployment. I used them on my resume and told other employers they would give me a good reference. I finally got another job no in my field and had the last job stuck in my mind for at least six months. I don't know how I went to work everyday but I did. I did not know the day of the week or the month of the year for six months. I staved myself nutritional and lost 31 lbs. I am thankful I did not run anyone over while I was driving one hour to work each way. I finally went in and told this employer to fire me because this was not the right job for me. I finally snapped back to normal in May of this year. I got another job as a telemarketer. I did finally get my career back as financial aid in a school in Oct. I am glad I did. This all start in Dec. 2007 and ended in May of 2009. I am under the care of a psycharist finally. I don't understand how I ever thought that was normal. I did. Did anyone ever experience anything like this before. It would certainly help if you would tell me about it.