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Nov 22, 2010, 04:37 PM
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Ok so probably just hypo mania but wow I'm tripping out seriously. I'm craving nail polish..I dunno, it smells so good going on my nails I figure it must taste good, right? And I love the part of an envelope that you lick..it's super awesome.I also like cutting the tape on boxes that have been all taped up. I have heartburn and yet I haven't even eaten. Why am I even typing? It's just useless webspace I'm taking up. Gosh I need to stop this stupidty. I can't find an in between I am really flying high and I hate it. I love it. It's so confusing I am not really sure if I love or hate it. Am I alone? I feel like it even when surrpunded by people. I freaking hate this!!!!
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Nov 22, 2010, 05:21 PM
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I've been in that space before. Maybe you are revving up... can you call your p-doc before it gets too bad? Maybe you need a little adjustment.
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Nov 22, 2010, 05:28 PM
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i agree with BNLsMOM. nip it in the bud, or it could end up really bad. :/
i totally get where you're coming from with the love it/hate it confusion. i miss mania sometimes now that i'm stable, but i know i'd hate it if it started. it's the worst.
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Nov 23, 2010, 02:29 AM
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I'm hypo-manic right now too and i have been for 9 days according to my mood tracker. I haven't slept more then 4 hours since it started and while i am up all night i play games on my new iphone ,organize....anything and shop online. I am having some pretty intense spending impulse ....problems which is normal for me when i go high. Unlike you however i actually love it and never want it to end, accept i know it will....when i get my bank statement. BUT THAT'S NOT NOW
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Nov 23, 2010, 02:53 AM
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HAHA
So I am NOT alone! I've been in HM mode for 2weeks now...and LOVING IT! Spending sprees, endless energy, being inlove with life and everything it entails...I'm sorry yours is a love-hate relationship tho...MWAH
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Nov 23, 2010, 12:19 PM
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My mind is still spinning out of control. Klonopin helped a little bit to slow me down but not by much. Thanks for the support and in knowing I'm not alone in being a freaking maniac! Trying to start the day out with some breathing but it just ends up a pant like a wolf in heat. Okay...Off to scrub the kitchen floors! Have a fabulous day everyone!
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Nov 24, 2010, 03:29 AM
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Maybe that's what I need- some Klonopin. Took 0.5mg this morning, but it's worn off. I spent 2 days in sui depression, and then 2 days depressed. Then suddenly last night it was like a switch was changed in my brain, and I started to feel hypomanic. I actually have a sex drive, a sense of humour, racing thoughts, am alert... Not used to this really (I only get it every now and again) and not sure where it'll lead.
Is it possible to have hypomania occassionally, then come back down after a while; but then suddenly have one occassion where instead of coming down, you go into mania?? of course I'm assuming this is all while on the exact same meds.
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Nov 24, 2010, 10:37 PM
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For me it's possible. I can wake up feeling golden then by the end of the day I'm ready to do something horrid. No med change, just how my mind works I guess.
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