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#1
Mar 08, 2011, 06:53 AM
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Was delusi0nal yesterday, accused my bf of wanting 2 drop me, damn! I was s0 sure I had it right this time! Whats the point of meds if I still d0n't know the diffrence between real and unreal? What shud u guys kn0w? I'm s0 over this BS, everytime I think I'm fine I get kn0cked down flat on my arse b/c I end up being or acting delusi0nal, THATS N0T STABLE BEHAVIOR! I'M QUITTING MY MEDS!
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#2
Mar 08, 2011, 06:57 AM
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NO- don't you dare! If your meds aren't helping, go see your pdoc. It sounds like you're stressed or going through some kind of psychosis- either manic, or even depression. The meds will help you most of the time, but the wheels do get wobbly every now and again. It will pass!
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Mar 08, 2011, 07:19 AM
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Bf 4gave me,amazing man that 1. I still d0n't want the meds tho...
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#4
Mar 08, 2011, 08:34 AM
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Well, I hope you have the smarts about you still to talk to your pdoc. No one can "stop" you from not taking your medications. But hope your willing to endure the results of your actions. I dont know what your taking - and didnt take the time to try to find out - but surely something needs to be added or up'ed to help you better. Your the one that has to want to fix it, not throw a temper tantrum about not being perfect.
Sorry if this sounds like a slap in the face.....I truely hope you find the right solution for yourself.
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#5
Mar 08, 2011, 08:39 AM
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I hope you don't quit your meds and talk to your doc because I bet you just need an adjustment. Sometimes that is all you need. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. *hugs*
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#6
Mar 08, 2011, 09:11 PM
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Don't quit your meds! See if you need an adjustment..I think when it comes to our BFs or hubs, it's really easy to believe they're going to leave us, or they're cheating, or whatever. It isn't really delusional as much as it is emotions taking a little to much space in our heads.
 Of course he forgave you - he loves you!
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#7
Mar 08, 2011, 09:17 PM
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Trippin! Did you forget how bad mania can get?!
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#8
Mar 09, 2011, 01:31 AM
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I keep thinking I'm all better n0w...maybe i wanna see how sick I really can get 2 remind me i'm sick? IDK! And I d0n't understand either. Will take my AM dose like a g0od little soldier... So TIRED of this of it all... Thanx 4 resp0nding tho guys.
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#9
Mar 09, 2011, 12:52 PM
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Take your meds. I have done what you're doing- skipping meds on purpose- and it landed me in mania and PER. My last mania episode a few weeks ago I hadn't missed any doses. You might feel great or you might feel like crap or you migh hallucinate. Most of all, mania has a kindling effect: every tine you have an episode, ots worse than the last one.
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#10
Mar 09, 2011, 01:07 PM
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Moose... Feels like it's calling me,daring me 2 taste it. (mania) Does that make sense at all? I took my meds btw, scared of trippin on my bf,strange m0tivati0n i kn0w...
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#11
Mar 10, 2011, 05:52 AM
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it makes sense, but it doesn't mean you should listen to it.
Yes mania can be so Damn enticing. But its too risky. Not taking ur meds will in all likelihood drag you to some very bad places. Be careful. Try to resist. Xxxxxxx |
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#12
Mar 10, 2011, 12:10 PM
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Thanks rapid :-D i think the temptati0n is fading thank God! And thanks 2 the only pe0ple who GET me... This trip sure gets lonely s0metimes,u guys have been great,a Godsend. X0X0
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Mar 11, 2011, 04:57 PM
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#14
Mar 11, 2011, 05:27 PM
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keep posting, we are always here!
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#15
Mar 11, 2011, 06:59 PM
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I hear u kathleen!!!
Rapid,u guys,ALL OF U! Have been uber AWES0ME! I love my PC family 2 bits... Update: i'm feeling good again,n0t manic good,just good good. |
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