[jack123]

I started working and all is not going well. I am feeling suiiii again. I am trying everything to snap out of this depression but nothing seems to be working. I want to just cry and I am not even able to do that. I don't seem to know which way to go. I am going to call psych dr tomorrow and hope there is something we can do.

[BlackPup]

try to take each moment as it comes and don't let things overwhelm you. Take time off sick if you need to. wishing you all the best for a quick recovery and that you pdoc can help you. It takes time to get the meds working properly so don't give up, it will get better.

I hope you make that call and gets you the help you need. Still thinking of you. Try to go easy on yourself right now. You've got lots going on.

[sugahorse1]

I'm sorry to hear. Look after yourself foremost. It may be a consideration to contact your company's HR department if you feel necessary and comfortable with it.
I agree that taking leave is also a very good option

[Rhino_65]

I am sorry you are having a difficult time. Please try to remember this will pass and there will be better times ahead.

[jack123]

I saw a different dr. today. Mine is on vacation. I had to agree to have someone with me or she would ivc me. I am in a mixed episode. She is weaning off the celexa thinking that the antidepressant is causing it. I am hanging in the best I can. Don't like being babysat but I didn't want to go in the hospital either. Thanks for all the support.

[BlackPup]

thinking of you. sorry its tough -hopefully this med change will make a difference. there will be a time when you find the right meds for you, it just takes time.