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Jul 06, 2011, 07:12 PM
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Been happy all day, and got some things done. Even started a later writing campaign to draw some attention for the newly growing area in my town/ small city outside of Houston. I had a drink or two of wine....blam...I have myself to blame. Usually, only hard liqueur does this to me. I feel like I just want to get out, and out run it, but I can't because my husband isn't home. I should be really happy because I got my new computer in, a purple one, so I can roam around the house with it, and keep in touch with all of you and not be chained to the desk in my office.....sigh...blah blah blah blah blah....I'm gonna go drink some coffee I think. I have a lot to do, and don't feel like doing any of it. I want to cry but I can't. This disease is such a pain in the *****. There's no rhyme or reason to this today, and I've thrown up a couple of times because I'm upset about being depressed. It remindes me of this Goo Goo Dolls song:
And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Verse 3 And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive Chorus And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Chorus I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am 
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#2
Jul 06, 2011, 07:18 PM
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OMW had that s0ng stuck in my head all day,and man can i relate.
I'm sorry it's so rough right n0w,please remember that this too shall pass. Be kind to yourself hun. XOXO |
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#3
Jul 06, 2011, 08:01 PM
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Whack! Is right! It comes on quick doesn't it? Hubby wonders what happens in the day that brings "it" on....nothing has to happen....just WHACK!!
That song is also one of my "anthems"....we are in the same time zone....we should chit chat some time. |
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#4
Jul 06, 2011, 08:04 PM
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Hang in there. I was in a mixed state a week ago. No fun. Love that song.
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Jul 06, 2011, 08:19 PM
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I love that song so much. I loved it before I knew I had BP and BPD. Another favorite of mine is "Mad World"
Mad World lyrics Songwriters: Orzabal, Roland; All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere Their tears are fillin' up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dyin' Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad world, mad world Mad world, mad world Children waitin' for the day they feel good Happy birthday, happy birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sits and listen, sits and listen Went to school and I was very nervous [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/tears-...d-lyrics.html] No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson? Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dyin' Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad world, mad world Mad world, mad world And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dyin' Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad world, mad world Mad world, mad world A raunchy young world Mad world Thanks for the support. It made me feel better to share. Can't believe Iris is a BP anthem!!! Love it!! Love all of you. I actually cracked a smile. |
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#6
Jul 06, 2011, 08:26 PM
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Another great song!! I had posted it on FB a year ago when I was really down; before my dx.....saw it on The Glee Project and thought "well, here's another one I really shouldn't listen to much"! I had to promise T that I would stay away from listening to too many of those kinds of songs.......here's one that is a big one for me:
If I Die Young by Perry If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby The sharp knife of a short life Well, I've had just enough time If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song The sharp knife of a short life Well, I've had just enough time And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger I've never known the loving of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever Who would have thought forever could be severed by The sharp knife of a short life Well, I've had just enough time So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls What I never did is done A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar They're worth so much more after I'm a goner And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing Funny, when you're dead how people start listening If I die young, bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song The ballad of a dove Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh The sharp knife of a short life Well, I've had just enough time So put on your best, boys And I'll wear my pearls |
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#7
Jul 06, 2011, 09:11 PM
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I can't figure out my volume on my iMac. I'll check it on my notebook later. This is really helping me. Keep em coming guys. Keep em coming. I really appreciate it.
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Jul 06, 2011, 10:06 PM
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#9
Jul 07, 2011, 01:09 AM
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Hang in there. It is nasty, and just highlights why this damn condition is so hard to deal with. I can only recommend to look after yourself - easier said than done, I know.
Reach out as much as you need to; to friends, us on PC, your T... And try not feel guilty for it. There is another song, by Train, that mentions a lot about BP |
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#10
Jul 07, 2011, 03:48 AM
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Quote:
1 Blind 2 Counting on You 3 Days 4 Drops of Jupiter 5 Eggplant 6 Free 7 Getaway 8 Homesick 9 Hopeless 10 I Am 11 I Wish You Would 12 Idaho 13 If You Leave 14 It's About You 15 Let It Roll 16 Meet Virginia 17 Mississippi 18 Rat 19 Respect 20 She's on Fire 21 Something More 22 Swaying 23 Sweet Rain 24 The Hiway 25 Whipping Boy |
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#11
Jul 07, 2011, 09:18 AM
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Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray CHORUS Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here no there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it CHORUS Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman laughin' at the rain Little out of touch, little insane Just easier than dealing with the pain Runaway train never comin' back Runaway train tearin' up the track Runaway train burnin' in my veins Runaway but it always seems the same |
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#12
Jul 10, 2011, 08:26 AM
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oh my. your on a roll here. i wish i knew songs. i just like to listen never could learn who sings what or who is who.
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Jul 10, 2011, 01:58 PM
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