If You Can Go Back in Time to a Day When You Were

truly happy, what day would you like to relive?

That's an easy one for me. It was my wedding day. Even though I was an undiagnosed BP, I was unmedicated and had the best day of my life. I was manic at the time, but that day was something that I would like to relive.

How about you?

Most of the days I would want to relive I was so anxious...I'd want to do them again but be diagnosed, and stable, with meds. My wedding day was so crazy for so many things going wrong...I didn't relax till it was almost over. I was so scared the day my triplets were going to be born. My two other girls were great days, because they came by surprize. All great days. I'd also like to relive the day I won the 400m but have my mom there to watch, same with my duet I won in high school for dance.

ugg..i had my parents and my two sisters at my wedding and i was extremely uncomfortable with both the fact that i hate groups of people and it was compounded by the fact that everyone was staring at me, which i hated....i think it may have been the most uncomfortable day in my whole life.

Best day bar none was when i was 5 eating bubble gum ice cream in the rain with my sister.

If I could go back in time, I would go to the day before my daughter died. I would live that day over and over and try to get every tiny second in my memory forever.

I am so sorry Anneinside.

I had no idea. Maybe I should have put trigger on the post.

I am truly sorry!

I had a day when I was 9 when my sister and I were in the pool and it began to thunder and lightning. I didn't care about the storm, I loved the time my sister and I had. I never wanted it to end! side note: we both ended up in trouble for swimming while it was storming, but it was totally worth it!

Definitely the day I got married. That was the happiest day of my life.

I would go back to a trip that I took with my husband. He's a truck driver and I went along with him out west to Wyoming, Nevada, and Colorado. It was just him and me, no kids. The weather was perfect. The scenery was beautiful. He had a load to deliver but I had no worries in the world. We were both relaxed and having a great time enjoying the scenery and each other's company. I felt so free. I would go back to any day of that trip.

I would go back to when I was with my partner for five years. Sadly, my paranoia caused the relationship to end. Score one for BP, the bastard.

I have 2:

1. The day I met the love of my life.
Meeting the woman of my dreams and still with her going strong.

2. Graduating from the California Regional Fire Academy.
Becoming a fire fighter was my dream and I loved every minute of it. Hope to return to serving as a fire fighter this September once I get my bipolar under control.

I would go back to the moment that I realized my best friend loved me and saw all the good in me regardless of my mental status. The only way I could describe that moment is to say that, for a short while, I felt "at peace with myself" and that I actually had hope for my future.

Though I was struggling with rapidly cycling depression & mania, I'd go back to when I met my soulmate. With new, happier eyes so I wouldn't be clouded by my silly disorder.