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Aug 29, 2011, 09:28 PM
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Today I woke up after not sleeping but maybe 2 hours . Well I have been cleaning and organizing everything !!! I KNOW I'm going to regret all the physical stuff I have done ,, It certainly is going to have my Fibromyagia flared all too hell ,,But even tho im in ALOT Of pain right now I just dont care at all..... I am dreading when my mood flips ... I feel Great today but I know its me just Manic... Now I finally understand why alot of people love this High .......
 Least when my mood flips ill have a very clean organized home. LOL Wishing you all Peace and Love ~  zoom zoom zoom I go ~~ |
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Aug 29, 2011, 09:32 PM
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enjoy it!
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 "Love is patient; love is kind; love is not boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things". I Corinthians 13: 4-7
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Aug 29, 2011, 09:35 PM
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Make sure to take a break every 30 minutes or so. Just sit down for 5 minutes, stretch, or get something to eat... My Mum would do the same thing with her fibro & her conditions & she would be in horrible pain for days. At least make it worth it! You can have a clean house without feeling like it got dropped on you afterwards. : P
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Aug 29, 2011, 09:58 PM
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I am trying to do the stop and relax .. not really working. I know the Fibro pain is going to take over the Mannic and ill be a mess for days
 Thanks  )))))))))) for now im going to enjoy the high!
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#5
Aug 30, 2011, 04:13 PM
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Quote:
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 When life keeps knocking you down again and again, get up, dust yourself off, give it the finger and continue on. |
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Aug 30, 2011, 06:46 PM
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Ride the wave, but get ready for when it crashes on the rocky shore dead ahead.
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Aug 30, 2011, 10:38 PM
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Well the high is over and I woke up to the damn dark no motivation to do anything.. But EVERYTHING is annoying the hell out of me.. Ugh !!! It amazes me how much self loathing I have ... Is it a good thing I realize this or maybe its worse since Im obvivously not able to stop it.. *** sigh**** ( this is a issue I am constantly working on in Therapy and on my own.. I think its a never ending problem)
I wish i could just sleep for a month and not have to deal with anything. I see my T tomorrow so I guess thats a good thing. Wishing you all some Peace and Love ~ |
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Aug 30, 2011, 11:12 PM
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I feel ya. It is a good thing you see your T tomorrow. I know how rough a crash can be. Good luck and best wishes
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Aug 31, 2011, 12:46 AM
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I'm glad you see your T tomorrow, as well. Even though it causes you much trouble/pain, I think it's a good thing that you realize your self worth issues. It's hard to work on something when you are in denial of it, so at least you are able to recognize your thought patterns & work towards changing them. Good luck.
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Aug 31, 2011, 01:35 AM
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oh wow just to hear that word manic iv been depressed for 10 months,i have alot of dust bunnys i need to get i need a few days of mania ,im sorry it was gone in a day i hope you feel beter
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#11
Aug 31, 2011, 10:57 PM
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Hey everyone ~
thanks for the responses everyone.. I am glad I saw my T today .. I still wanted to pull the covers up over my head and just hide .. so in a way being forced to leave the house was probably a good thing . My husband was all snappy at me before I left and I thought it had to do with me telling him I could drive myself today ( somedays I know I shouldnt drive due to mood or lack of sleep etc) so silly me texted him and tried to explain that today I really was fine to drive ,, His reply had nothing to do with my text but brought up some SI issues and he apparently knew I had done the nite before .. Anyway ,,the only reason I mention it is ,, I know its wrong what I do and I certainly dont expect him to understand it ( yes My T knows all about it)..But I think he can "hate it" but not hate me or threaten divorce like he did when I got home from T today .. I did tell him I was sorry for letting him down and the fact that I hate myself when Ido this also ...... he did apologize later . and hes still mad as hell about it so things will be tense around here for a while like it usally is.......but still ....GOD knows I have enought self worth issues .... Im just Miserable and knowing myself like I do Im sure I'm going to beat the hell out of myself for days or longer over this ... My T and I have been working on my self worth issues but nothing is sticking ,, I find some good stuff while sitting in T's office but by the time I get home I'm already picking apart what we found thats good and somehow turning it to a neagtive .. Soooooo frustration !!! Cant I just catch a damn break ? Sorry had to whine/vent/rant Wishing you all some Peace and Love~ |
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