I shouldn't be at work

I feel like I could laugh kill and cry all at once my chest is pounding my side hurts I'm trembling and twitching trying to hold it together help me

Call your psych dr's office. Or, if you think it will take too lOng call the psych ER. I just had to leave work Friday for weird Bp symptoms and then landed in the PER two days later. Better safe - you sound like you aren't able to concentrate to work too.

Talk to your manager, tell them you're not well and need to make an urgent medical appointment. Do work know about your illness?

They do though I wonder if they understand too well just called someone to replace me its just getting worse

If it's getting worse you definitely need to go home or better yet to the hospital, so you can get help ASAP.

How're you doing?

Maybe went to the per and can't get online.

At home now not sure bout going to the hospital or not

What do you feel you most need right now?

To calm down

Ever tried meditation? Best way to calm down that I've found. Just breathe. Focus on breathing, and let go of all other thoughts as they arise.

Harder to do than it sounds, but if you're focusing everything on breathing, then you're not freaking out about anything else.

What/who might help you do that?

I don't know I've never gotten so hyped up without a reason. I am getting better now that I'm home though

Can you take an ativan, kloponin or something like it?

Like you read my mind I'm looking right now but I think I took them all when I overdosed last month

In sept. I became manic after being hypomanic for weeks. I had never been manic before and it was not what I thought it would be. For me I wasn't sure I was manic because of the symptoms that I had, but I knew I was in trouble. I was angry (for NO reason), irritated, agitated, disorganized/disorientated thoughts, terribly forgetful, aggressive....BUT not grandiose, running, yelling, etc that I had "thought" encompassed true mania. However, the Pdoc in the hospital and my Pdoc both said "mania" and I was treated for mania.

Perhaps you are manic, if so you need intervention....Now!

I thought I was manic this past weekend but they said I was hypomanic- even with hallucinations.

Well, either way if it is bothering you and it obviously is, then you need a med adjustment, before it does turn into mania. Just my 2 cents.

Don't be afraid or embarrassed about going to the hospital or calling your pdoc for help. It sounds like you might be in a critical situation. I would get help if I were you.

Just slept for the last six hours after finding a couple ativan to take I feel a lot better and I have an appointment with my pdoc tomorrow I think ill be good after that thanks for the help everyone sorry for making people worry

Please be honest when you see your Pdoc, if you need to be in a safe environment- let the doc know that. Otherwise, I would advise writing all the symptoms down you've been having, so you don't forget- that is if forgetfulness is one of your symptoms.

Just wrote my entire week down for the doc he's going to be busy tomorrow with me that's for sure I just hope he's ready

Well, you're paying him, he better be ready, right?

No, really, you don't worry about him, you worry about you! I'm glad you wrote down your symptoms...good job!