[kj44]

Hi everyone, I have started all over on meds, I have been on new ones for about 3 weeks. I feel sooooo good, soooo clear, no voices, no shadows, no sadness. Will it last? I am terrified it will come back. Also, I have a huge infatuation with Tdoc, what should I do?? Thanks for listening! I am married, but, wow, I really like this man!!! His palms were all sweaty when I left from last visit, do you think he knows?? Too many questions, I know, I think I may be heading towards manic again, the good kind!

[alwaysrejoice]

Im glad to hear you are doing well! If you are married that is your one and only! Tdoc doesn't fit into that equation. I hope you stay on the right track.

[kykid]

Sounds like you're in full-blown mania to me. Take care not to do anything that will endanger your marriage. Perhaps the medication hasn't had time to work yet; perhaps a new medication is called for. Be very very careful.

[roads]

It doesn't sound as if the meds are at the right levels. I'm with kykid: seems you're in full mania. Call your pdoc, okay?

& tdocs are off limits, remember--always. Everyone is, when there's a spouse.

Why oh why do we bipolars so love to infinitely complicate our lives? Isn't this disorder enough?

While I don't think it sounds like you are necessarily in mania, I think you're right, kj44, in your suspicion that you might well be heading there.

Please put the kybosh on the T thoughts! Completely and immediately. You KNOW that would be disasterous on so many levels, not to even mention on his end, completely unprofessional, potentially license threatening and... morally? Don't even get me started on those who would take advantage (and that is what it would be, don't fool yourself) of the vulnerable. If he were to even insinuate that this would be in any way ok, he is not a fit to be a therapist. Period.

If one of your manic symptoms is getting, shall we say, "worked up" -- direct it towards your husband. He'd probably like that, yes? I don't mean to make light of a symptom that can be very problematic, but it would be the best way to go with it while you are in the process of coming back down to a more even mood state. With med adjustment or whatever. Talk to your Pdoc.

[kj44]

Thank you every one for the advice, it was all taken well. My husband asked me if I'm taking my meds last night, so, I probably need some adjustment. I have appt. with Pdoc Sat. the 5th.. I'm not sure if I'm manic, maybe just a touch! So should I cancel appt. with tdoc, I really like him, I mean in general. He can't help it he's so handsome, and sweet.