Ugh! Back in july I was sexually abused by this guy I was cleaning his house... And I went straight to the cops. Theyre procecuting him, but every freakin time he has court (6 times now) hes "in the hospital"... Neither my advocate, nor me believe its councedance... Its just that I think about that crap daily. It effects my sex life, makes me anxious, and sometimes manic thinking about it... I want it to be over! i need to be able to move on... If im going to better cope with my bp, I need this in the past. But I cant do so until its over because at anytime I may need to bring it all back. Ive written it down, but its just not the same. :'( im done crying over this crap. I want him to be a man and take what he deserves.
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