bordermanic bipolarline emotional blitz...

come across a moment or seventeen....when ya just fall down on the floor...not pissd or nuthin...just fall down with ya very own confidence that ya deserve to drop your **** and feel whats left.

just lay there and feel anxiety till it tears strips off you...

and its been yeears of this same crap...tearing away at you and it makes no sense cos each day is the same awful thing asking you and me to do the same damn things...pay me feed me help me think about me stop me start me screw me hurt me damn it .....time to hurt you...

but it's too late Im too damn busy...

I saw the look in your eyes and it destroyed me....cos I saw my eyes in your eyse!

just a reflectiuon cos otherwise you would get me you mirror nice try person.

no-one will get me!!

I tell you people...I GET YOU!!! flippin ****ing do! (this will get censored and thats fine)

everyone is a hero to survive in this twisted modern world....

so you and me are bipolar!...yes we are brilliant at RANDOM.

I tell you now that it is emotionally regulated and also universally indescribable so just ride it out...I do.....It could have killed me many times ...stick around!

love....james