every year we end up here
each of us struggling for control

you bring with you all of my broken thoughts and memories
and you watch it take it's toll

every year I try to be stronger
and every year
it seems to last longer

I hate you holidays
just leave me alone

[Clinte89]

Oh danno I hope your doing ok. Hang in there bud. I'm not looking forward to it either.

i'm not looking forward to it either (as most of you all ready know)

thanks for writing my thoughts better than i could

[Lomika]

I think about it as just another day and it will be over. It is mostly just society made-up stuff in my eyes so I don't really put too much into it.

Originally Posted by andrea71

I think about it as just another day and it will be over. It is mostly just society made-up stuff in my eyes so I don't really put too much into it.

i think of it (or try to think of it) like another day also.

but i can never get my head round it... i always seem to end up thinking of it like this major event- and something i don't wish to partisipate in.

all the organisation and the greedyness of people and the family reunions... people who you've not seen in years pretending to care and don't..... ugggg....

bad times

agree!.....