I'm bipolar cycle...get out of my way life!

...this one really screws with my senses, the ones deep inside my head!

and this is where I just have to believe..... if I can go down that deep further than ever before everytime it needs to be done can I believe it?

...that I have a free ride here not quite likely but there is no room in my life for tragedy I'm at the edge of it peering over the side just a little but I wanna' see moments before the volatile updrafts backflip me and blinded by the dustball upon landing badly I crawl back to the edge...

dragged actually!...I'm fastened to some otherwordly device dragged back to the edge I resisted before and it just pulled tighter....!

...this black hole gap toxic trap
phantom hands face slap terminal mishap
...wheres that pass me by focus?
tripped out on the hocus pocus
all the fools dive gonna thrive stay alive
it's not my idea to survive
the beautiful badness twins
I'm twitching needles and pins