Grief

Moose72 · Aug 03, 2012 at 11:36 PM

Im going through grief over losing "him". crying. Ugh. Mixed thoughts. Hurts. Hypo rest of the time. Crying. Hypo. This is no fun

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 12:18 AM

I'm not doing well. Confused. Up late yet again.

BlackPup · Aug 04, 2012 at 06:13 AM

Sending you some hugs

Hope you get some

s

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:33 AM

I slept but woke up crying again.

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:39 AM

Oh another friend says I don't need friends around but I do. I do. Very much.

Bipolar1Disorder · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Moose72

Im going through grief over losing "him". crying. Ugh. Mixed thoughts. Hurts. Hypo rest of the time. Crying. Hypo. This is no fun

Don't know the full story but I hope you can get some sleep
and feel better soon.

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 09:03 AM

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Originally Posted by Bipolar1Disorder

Don't know the full story but I hope you can get some sleep
and feel better soon.

I did sleep. Feel better nope. Dunno what to make of it. I have a hard time feeling like our relationship was a lie but I think it was.

Tsunamisurfer · Aug 04, 2012 at 10:43 AM

Moose

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 11:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Tsunamisurfer

Moose

Thanks.

~~~~~~~

Too little too late.

A painful fate.

Where I still wait.

Aug 04, 2012 at 11:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Moose72

Oh another friend says I don't need friends around but I do. I do. Very much.

...I don't know who you lost but I understand loss...so I'll hang about for you

Aug 04, 2012 at 11:38 AM

...what audacity!....I'm only uselful some of the time and I don't even know when that is?

does that make sense?

is this the insubstantial yet perfect committment we all sad and brilliant people make with each other?

I think so

Grief

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 06:42 PM

I cried myself to sleep last night and I woke up crying too.

Today, I've spent the day with my friend who has taken me to PER several times. We went to the mall, not PER.

He's been good company. Talked about "it" a bit, but I didn't cry.

That was nice.

eloquentdisaster · Aug 04, 2012 at 06:49 PM

That's awesome that you found someone to help you process. I find discussing things like loss in all its forms is vastly helpful.

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 07:06 PM

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Originally Posted by eloquentdisaster

That's awesome that you found someone to help you process. I find discussing things like loss in all its forms is vastly helpful.

It distracts me, too. I need a TON of that lately. At night I tend to start thinking of the good times, and the mad times, and then I start crying.

~Christina · Aug 04, 2012 at 07:22 PM

Grief is something everyone does at the loss of someone.. Allow yourself to grieve and know you will get thru this ((((Hugs))))

BlueInanna · Aug 04, 2012 at 07:28 PM

Loves you Moose. Would take away the pain if I could. Do the kids come home soon, will that help when they do?

eloquentdisaster · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Moose72

It distracts me, too. I need a TON of that lately. At night I tend to start thinking of the good times, and the mad times, and then I start crying.

Yeah. As much as things need to be addressed, sometimes it is just as good and healthy to distract yourself. Is there anything else that distracts you?

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:46 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueInanna

Loves you Moose. Would take away the pain if I could. Do the kids come home soon, will that help when they do?

Yes they do. Tomorrow. It will!

And I loves you too.

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:47 PM

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Originally Posted by eloquentdisaster

Yeah. As much as things need to be addressed, sometimes it is just as good and healthy to distract yourself. Is there anything else that distracts you?

I went out with a couple friends today.

Moose72 · Aug 04, 2012 at 08:55 PM

I am still processing. Redirection. Facing. processing.

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Anonymous32912 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 04, 2012 at 11:38 AM #11 ...what audacity!....I'm only uselful some of the time and I don't even know when that is? does that make sense? is this the insubstantial yet perfect committment we all sad and brilliant people make with each other? I think so
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~Christina Legendary Wise Elder Community Liaison Member Since Jul 2011 Location: Tennessee Posts: 22,450 (SuperPoster!) 12 12.7k hugs given	Aug 04, 2012 at 07:22 PM #15 Grief is something everyone does at the loss of someone.. Allow yourself to grieve and know you will get thru this ((((Hugs)))) __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~
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BlueInanna Grand Magnate Member Since Dec 2011 Location: Colorado Posts: 4,624 12 3,238 hugs given	Aug 04, 2012 at 07:28 PM #16 Loves you Moose. Would take away the pain if I could. Do the kids come home soon, will that help when they do?
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