(warning...monkey material)

...it's everywhere in nature! and in our real lives as well!....absurd duality...or mis-matchedness or just weird opposing logics and whatevers

I mean what's water doing up in the sky? up it goes....solid enough to hold a ship and up it goes and down it comes later when it feels like it.


how can you have a damn fireplace inside your house?


ever wondered how come the roadmaking people think a little white line will stop two vehicles travelling at 110 from colliding?


bananas are great for you but they can hurt!


the tastiest food on the planet is eaten without a fork?


bats don't even have eyes but they fly better than anything else...(well they do but can't see?)


the only sound the biggest animals on the planet can make is a whistle!


the Moon is pretty big 16 trillion 200 billion pounds heavy it's attracted to the Earth pretty massively and all, but it stays where it is.


when we don't eat anything.... the body eats itself!


490,000 babies born every day surely they aint all gonna be "normal"


....and theres plenty more and sure there are ...dramatic episodes of chronic malfunction!...that apply to all of these! floods, burning homes, head on collisions, bats getting horribly lost and wiping out, eating too many bananas!, beached whales, the moon's done nuthin' weird yet!...starvation, and babies turning into sociopathic despotic idiots etc etc...

but apart from unexpected random utter failure...these things are in harmony..

SO WTF am I on about?...hmmm....almost forgot!

bipolar is an unstable circumstance that has been forced upon me and it's my deal in life to stabilise it....to find and live a stable instability.

if you have had chronic malfunctions and are still alive then it's all looking really good cos this is the deal this is it!

just keep some balance!

and someway to ride the waves.....if you fall

[Faraway tree]

I love your brain

Makes total sense. Stable instability is a good way to describe the ride.

I totally agree with the stable instability saying of yours... and it's true... that's end game. But there is not much peace with that. Don't you ever strive for peace, for everything to be okay? Is that even possible?

[Zoesmom]

I loves your posts!