[hamster-bamster]

I wanted to go back to the thread that I opened when I thought that I was losing it, and read very carefully all the supportive messages on the thread. I thought it would be healing for me.

I cannot make myself open it. There is a block. It is as if there were this plentiful positive energy that I do not let near myself, even though it is readily available. Why? Isn't it weird?

Has anyone experienced that?

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by hamster-bamster

I wanted to go back to the thread that I opened when I thought that I was losing it, and read very carefully all the supportive messages on the thread. I thought it would be healing for me.

I cannot make myself open it. There is a block. It is as if there were this plentiful positive energy that I do not let near myself, even though it is readily available. Why? Isn't it weird?

Has anyone experienced that?

Yeah. I don't want to re-read some stuff because I'll feel the negative emotions again. I just want to wait for the replies. BBut it sounds like you even need a break from the replies. The post will be here when you're ready. (Just check page 2. lol)

[hamster-bamster]

I do not check page 2, I do a search in my email - faster this way. It is true, the thread is not going anywhere.

[hamster-bamster]

Leaving for work. Maybe will try tomorrow. Does anyone sometimes fear opening emails?

[Shishkeberry]

No, but sometimes I fear opening private messages on facebook.

[hamster-bamster]

That probably is similar. No luck with my thread so far.