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Silver Swan
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#1
Seems nobody wants to talk to me today. One friend did on the phone but then he seemed to not want to talk about planning a get together. Other people I usually chat with all the time are not responding to me. I don't me one or two but everybody. Am I giving off some sort of hypo vibe or what? I feel like people see a bad "aura" and are running. Only safe place is here. I mean, not my friend that came over. Not my kids. But everybody else!
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Silver Swan
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#2
I'm still up. Don't want to be. Ugh
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Elder
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#3
You know, I feel like I give off some sort of signal that chases people away or something. My husband tells me I'm paranoid, but I always get the feeling that people can just sense that I'm off, or something is weird or different about me. I think that's why it's hard for me to make friends. It's like people who don't have eyebrows. You feel like something is wrong with them, but you can't quite put your finger on what it is.
I also think some people are more supportive than others. A lot of friends are what I call "box friends." The idea is they put you in a box. When you're in that box you behave a certain way. Perhaps you have so much money, you always do the same things together. You are exactly what they expect you to be and they expect you to stay in your box. Once you exhibit signs of behaving differently, or not having enough money to go out, or what to try something new.... well, they flake out and disappear. I hate box friends. I have have mostly box friends in my life and it has made me very warry and untrusting of "friends." It was already hard for me to make friends and now it's worse. __________________ ![]() |
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Silver Swan
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#4
Yes. Maybe I have box friends. I do feel put into a little corner where I can't move or do much. Like a puppet on a string.
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Silver Swan
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#5
I'm feeling tired today. Like staying in bed and letting the kids just watch tv and make messes would be a good idea. Likely, though, my body wouldn't allow e to sleep that long.
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Elder
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#6
Maybe just sit on the couch and watch t.v. with the kids for a while if you can't sleep. I get headaches if I sleep too long regardless of how tired or moody I am, so I understand.
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