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Aug 28, 2012, 05:40 PM
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Today I just wanted to leave my life behind. Including my daughter.
 and wishing I wasn't pregnant. She went to daycare today and the day wasnt long enough. I hate feeling this way. Makes me feel guilty. I love my kid. I just want to be alone.
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Aug 28, 2012, 07:44 PM
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Aww Kristiemarie, you need a break, that's ok. there's a reason they say "it takes a village". but we never have a village... and there's a reason those old commercials on tv said, "oh calgon, take me away!" Parenting is rough rough business. I'm all for full time daycare if you can do it. Hope you have a hubby helping you?
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Aug 28, 2012, 07:56 PM
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Yes but right now he works and I don't so the responsibility of house and family falls on me. Daughter goes to daycare once or twice a week since I lost my job to keep some sense of normalcy for us all. He's in the restaurant biz anyway which is brutal hours anyway. He works a lot. he is supportive so at least I have that. I'm just having a blah day and would rather be sleeping. My kid is such a good kid too. At least I'm not yelling. More just.....blah laying around.
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| BlueInanna, missbelle
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Aug 28, 2012, 08:15 PM
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I feel ya Mama, hang in there, hopefully tomorrow will be less blah
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| Kristiemarie
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Aug 28, 2012, 08:17 PM
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Have a good day kristie, are u the boat girl i talked to the other day? Did it help singing "I'm on a boat"?
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| Kristiemarie
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Aug 28, 2012, 09:14 PM
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Trust me, when my kids were little I often felt that way....and then as they grew up, I still felt that way ....We are humans......not mechanical mothers!!... and now that the three are grown.....I still feel that way...we went from little problems to big problems..the only difference is that they don't live in my house......don't feel a bit guilty...you are a normal mom!!!
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| Kristiemarie
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Aug 28, 2012, 10:00 PM
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I feel like this a lot. Your tired, drained and just not feeling well. I really do feel most parents feel this way some times. Me it happens a lot. I think it's good that you recognize it so that you can beware so that it doesn't effect her.
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#8
Aug 28, 2012, 10:13 PM
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Situations can get overwhelming. Being pregnant makes it even harder, I know (6mo along). As long as you always find the strenght to pull it back together is perfectly understandable to feel like that every now and then. Just keep on going baby!
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| Kristiemarie
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Aug 28, 2012, 10:17 PM
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The problem is that often it does affect her and that is even worse than the guilt of feeling this way in the first place. It's time for bed for me. I'm just laying here thinking. Not a good thing sometimes. Lol
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Aug 28, 2012, 10:21 PM
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