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there is a dimension a real path of peace and some I have read here have already found it I don't expect to I am defiant I don't mean to be and what a contradiction if ever I have written one!
...wow!...I don't mean to be defiant...makes no sense?? defiance is pure "meant to"...even that it's meant to not! I don't even like the word 'trigger'...makes me feel vulnerable!...oooh watch out Jimmy there might be a trigger around here somewhere? but it's true I am forever weary of them and only after four hundred and five of them have assaulted me emotionally and completely do I consider fighting back! LIKE...why cannot I 'trigger' my damn 'triggers' into leaving me the damn hell alone? I am ambushed by my fears my insecurities right?...BUT...surely it's happened often enough for me to realise that they won't go away UNLESS I invalidate them and validate my purpose beyond that from the neverland into cleverland! I won't give up my search for the correct mindset....it's inside me.... all creatures are doing it... ![]() praying for something better |
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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...I'm wondering that...hmmm!
wondering...tricky thing for me. however I wonder just the same that if I attempt to avoid something or freak out beyond that when I maybe could have?...and didn't avoid it! then that is a trigger....something that upsets me disturbs me. it's a little sad disappointment that this leaves hardly any room for me to move. I am upset by so much and so quickly.... |
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LIKE...why cannot I 'trigger' my damn 'triggers' into leaving me the damn hell alone?
Ha HA HA!!!! I love this "Dubble". I think I'll try to figure this one out. Would be nice. But yes we do know some of our triggers and we walk right into them because we think we can handle them. D*nm brain fools us everytime! |
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If it were only this easy
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#6
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lock that damn trigger right up YYZ...I get what you mean here..
powerful image!! |
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...not about fighting 'back'....it's about arriving first!... so...."trigger" takes a hike...maybe a little audacity but thats how it starts....then confidence follows...naturally as it must and then comfort! and who don't like comfort yep!?... ![]() |
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Comfort should be the universal constant
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awesome big bad beautiful cats YYZ....
bite our heads off but amongst their own kind gentle love lions mate ![]() now that I have a big beard the only difference now is the four leg thing... hehe ![]() |
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I just shaved my 12+ year old beard about two months ago... The big cats are cool
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big cats ....awesome..
no meow but ROAR! big dusty sleepy cool africats |
#12
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i'm triggered far too easily.
and not even i am sure of all of them- but i am most of them |
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