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Sep 17, 2012, 02:12 PM
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sounds like some hardly thought about title for a CSI crime show!
...or more like an underbudget real life production that cost the kid much more than the crew cos he had to do all his own stunts. but!...what ever did ever happen to that kid? hey.........? we might all have been that once upon a time kid....boy or girl....just kids who cared what sick was....? it must have hit at some point....the realisation that I gotta do it myself now and for some of us it might likely have been alot earlier than the kid wanted to deal with that!...but what choice does a kid have and they just wants to please everybody be a good boy or girl no idea how screwed up bein' so naive is gonna make thems be later on how damaged theys gonna get along the way.. while most kids be gettin' the love some of the other kids be learnin' how to hate and they just aint ready for it.... and thats when the real trouble be startin'....and kid feels all adult behaviour way too quick and no sense of consequence and what big heart the kiddie grew now be damaged and screw everyone for just too long it's beyond repair and after all everything in between... kid never really succeeds at bein' an adult...not entirely no just wants to be a kid again...try get it right but it aint the kids fault that the grown up kid just can't get it right... gotta finds some other way yep |
 Anonymous32897, kindachaotic, treehugger727
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Sep 17, 2012, 02:41 PM
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this sounds like my son too J.
and the girl who became a mom but was still just a girl. and time has flown by somehow, she sees her grown up kid in a big body, but he's still just a kid, who was exposed to too much too young. remembers his soft blonde hair that's almost tangled dreadlocks now, his big brown eyes, his hot wheels he'd sort out, the legos he played with, the days at the beach, the playdates with other kids. the innocent times before drugs, before the playdates stopped, before we were outcasts... that time is gone, i can't go back and fix it for him now... emo break, i just had to go cry in the office bathroom. at this point, we find the pieces, pick them up... try to put it back together... fill in the gaps with violet light that will heal anything... |
| Anonymous32912, treehugger727
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Sep 17, 2012, 03:20 PM
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Quote:
thank F.ck there is somewhere to go to cry ...for you... I can just sit here and translate your emotion into mine and still I cry for you but I can just sit here ..and yeah sweet buddy we gotta fill in the gaps...and we can...just takes time and patience two things I never learnt but gotta now learn cos I ignored both so desperately for as long as I could possibly do and it's easy to panic when the free ride be run out but it's ok too C... it's ok 
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| Anonymous32897, BlueInanna, treehugger727
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 BlueInanna
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Sep 17, 2012, 04:14 PM
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crying again now... i know it's good to do... but always wonder when will i run out of tears. i'm like a water-bender pulling them out of the air lol. there's a kid cartoon called avatar the last airbender, my younger son and i watch it. it's cool i think you'd like it.
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| Anonymous32897, Anonymous32912, treehugger727
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Sep 17, 2012, 04:21 PM
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I've seen that show, Blue, but never seen a water bender cry!
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Sep 17, 2012, 04:28 PM
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Katara crying...
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Sep 17, 2012, 04:50 PM
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Your tears bring my tears.
I just go ahead and let them come out- the people I work with already think I am looneytunes so i don't even care. "and the girl who became a mom but was still just a girl. and time has flown by somehow, she sees her grown up kid in a big body, but he's still just a kid, who was exposed to too much too young. remembers his soft blonde hair that's almost tangled dreadlocks now, his big brown eyes, his hot wheels he'd sort out, the legos he played with, the days at the beach, the playdates with other kids." Sound like me and my boy...but he's just 12 and has no dreads...and still plays with legos but has no playdates. He is the outcast kid who knows all there is to know about Dragons and Pokemon.I should probably share about him one of these days...  My son and I watch that show, too.
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Sep 17, 2012, 04:55 PM
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Aww Tree...
 your son sounds super cool! my 10 year old is a big time pokemon fan. and who doesn't love dragons?? They're awesome!!
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