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Magnate
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Sep 23, 2012 at 01:58 PM
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I seem to be sliding in and out of nothing, from the abyss to nothing from a good mood to nothing, from nothing to nothing and so on. Things get better to only get worse, I suppose you cant know peace without etc. Its as though Im stuck with no place to go anyway. Stuck living a life of nothing, no purpose, no desire, no here or there. Its rather bothersome to be nothing. Having worry over nothing and everything without being anything. Do you get what Im saying?
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:03 PM
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:13 PM
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Sliding in and out of nothing?
Yeah I remember my first blow up doll, it's really depressing  Jk, hope yah feel better soon! |
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:15 PM
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haha your a sick F*cker thanks that lightened my day
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:18 PM
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bipolar seems to be all about the 'ings' and the 'fulls'
everything nothing delightful painful but even thats a mistake...thats where the 'ous' arrive! ridiculous...incredulous...ludicrous...stupendous....FREAKING outrageous.!! sometimes it's just a giant ball of turd...ejected unwanted disgusting. and then the 'ives' arrive insensitive...badly subjective...sadly objective....but beautifully descriptive....perhaps hyperactive... but always creative... and just gotta try avoid the bad 'ics' man! bein' uncharacteristic...psychotic demonic but really angelic ...eccentric...personally eclectic....emotionally electric. downers just suck...I hear ya! |
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:23 PM
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Thats well put monkey but right now I guess Im stuck between the ous and the ives. Im not bad yet not good. I came from a slight bit of manic esque feelings the confidence the wanting to dance around and being happy laughing at everything to nothing/normal/ IDK WTF So its pretty rough to be between the two.
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:26 PM
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Right now since I dont feel good or bad the idea of od'ing comes back to mind. Just to take an extended vacation. I was feeling great this morning! Like my mood said I felt yeehaw to now I feel nothing.
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:34 PM
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"nothing".....this is the worst thing to bipolar person...worse than death it's a living emotional corpse of a thing! interminably empty... I get like this I was like this today....I was barely breathing it has such influence over our being... why think of overdosing when it's already happened? replacing nothing with more nothing is cool overconfident and extremely sad....and impossible. whats left over from nothing once it's done something to us... well ... it's everything! |
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Sep 23, 2012 at 02:46 PM
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I just want it to go away, thats all i know its not a solution and would probably be more painful than I think it would be. Idk its just Im tired of nothing its been on and off for the past two weeks. ITs a foolish idea but it just comes to mind thats all. But I feel dead to the world anyway so Idk what the difference would be.
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Sep 23, 2012 at 03:03 PM
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well I understand Clinte... it's like a reserve chute!... freefalling ******** life lets us down...... and screw the main chute...too smart for that is not what I want I would not have jumped if it was that easy!... damn options! don't give me any ...please just know buddy....after an epic drop you fall goin' down.... just pull the damn thing anyway...even wait to the last second to prove your point! just pull the damn thing. some of our best decisions are made when we couldn't give a crap! the Earth don't care...why let it crush you from the arse end up...? I want to see what it does to me down here...where it's sorta even up...Clinte. die later dude!...see you there....but later...much later. death don't work out for nobody alive ...not ever... let life kill you but not yourself... I hope that made nonsense enough to make sense! |
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Sep 23, 2012 at 03:07 PM
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Thanks monkey I suppose I can hold off for a few decades. Ill have to pull the chute at this point in time before I do let the world crush me from the arse up.
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Sep 23, 2012 at 03:09 PM
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Sep 23, 2012 at 03:15 PM
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...and!...even but!...
there is 'nothing' wrong with feeling the way you be feelin' which takes us right back to the start hey? 'nothing'.... can be useful just enough as often enough as it hurts us.... to say... 'nothing' happened there...!... or ...everything happened because of it and made something happen anyway... and there is "nothing" wrong with any of it! oh yeah! |
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