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I am sad that my sister had to seek disability for her mental condition. Her diagnosis includes schizophrenia, so I guess that was the deciding factor. It just highlights the fact for me that the genetic makeup of my family members keeps us all on the spectrum.
My brother won't take his antidepressents, which has lead to verbal abuse to his wife and stepdaughters. My normal brother is such a loving, caring person.
My bp son can't accept any form of failure or disappointment. He explodes and screams at anyone in his path. This is also a child who is very excited about buying special Christmas gifts for each of his family members.

No advice needed, I am just so tired and lost. Both my mother and father are gone now, and although I can continue to blame them for the abuse we suffered and the mental lives we battle now, I just wish I could find a way to make life better for all of us. I am not sad for myself, I can handle it all, and do so quite well considering my own needs, but the rest...what will happen?
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