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Nov 24, 2012 at 02:31 AM
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...got this damn rug on the floor that keeps moving all by itself!
I so wish my first love was more easily affectionate  I loved her so much...now I'm worse to myself than she ever was...  I'm so scared I love so many people now I don't want to mess it up!... ....found some pillows on the floor this morning, another restless fight night fright nite....  I know exactly what I'm capable of I don't want to make any more mistakes....but right now I am so sick   I want to love everyone I love just like they deserve to be....and I am so NOT up to it!... it was so cool to have her little honey come ride in my fast car when I picked her up I miss her so much...I did all I could! I never survived the ending!  I'm always gonna be so damn sick is it me always like this to be forever far out!!...it's too hard you beautiful people keep me alive!  sick or not...feelings or what!....I don't want to mess up with you...don't know what to do...I'm scared |
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Nov 24, 2012 at 02:51 AM
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 Lost loves can really ruin us. I had a love of my life and I still think about him every day no way to find him. I dreamed he texted me the other night, and upon waking all I can remember are the numbers 888 ... that's all i'm left with, it made me so sad. An actual dream and I missed it and don't remember... missed my chance again and again and now I'm getting old and has life passed me by?But then something happens and we love new people, even maybe many people. And I'm not sure what it means. Maybe we're getting more evolved, and our soul group finds each other... maybe just to remind each other we come from the same place and we're not alone... idk... |
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Nov 24, 2012 at 03:03 AM
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well thats freaky C...
888...I use them in all my passwords |
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Nov 24, 2012 at 03:12 AM
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Lol, well maybe it was you?
That doesn't scare me but... roller coasters and fast cars do... ha 
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Nov 24, 2012 at 03:19 AM
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they scare me too C...
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Nov 24, 2012 at 07:48 AM
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Just be yourself. People will either love you for it, or not. but it's too stressful to have to change who you really are just for others. relax... breathe... be yourself.
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Nov 24, 2012 at 10:39 AM
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You are a good person....don't believe you are always bound to fail, always bound to hurt and to hurt others. I know that's a neverending task...but it's all we can do. Never give up.....never surrender.
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Nov 24, 2012 at 10:46 AM
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I can say you are one of my favorites. I am sorry you are down. I know I have run off many people. I still fear repeating this.
You are one of the good guys, James 
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Nov 24, 2012 at 10:52 AM
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Lost loves are tough and hard to get over especially when it's a close relationship. I know you'll get better monkey it can't go anywhere but up at some point. Just look for all the little things in life even the smallest thin can make is happy sometimes. Ill send any good thought I can think of your way.
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