First off, i'm just full of it today.. I don't have time for this, but I really do feel like cutting today! Out of nowhere.. I know I've been on a high lately, but come on, really? I thought I was past this.

whats the big deal anyways.. it's my body after all! I know it's wrong and I know that I won't, I don't even have space in my head to be thinking of this, but seriously......

I don't know if I'm more angry or depressed right now.. it's been a while since I had any bp drama... but damnit!

Ugh... at least I have a clear head this time.

I don't want to post a poor me post... so let's livin this up!

We got the checkmart account doing all of the building and landscape maintenance around the valley for work

We just got an investor that signed up to get all of his properties ready for sale

and we got the 18 landcape maintenance customers so far.. so we are busy! we haven't merged the two companies into one yet, we do that on Jan. first... and the waiting is driving me crazy!!! Really really really really really crazy! I just want to merge now and I know it's only four weeks but I can't really wait! Ugh.

so anyways that's where I am at. things suck and things are good... lol.... oh well, right?

[thickntired]

HI Landska,

I'm sorry you're feeling like cutting. Please take care of yourself and know that self-injury is not the solution. I have deep scars from SI, and I get so embarassed and feel guilty when I look at them.

Peace & Hugs,

TnT