...the reason?....why the unreasonable reasoning?!
is there really anything?...all I seen made me want the colours more... the imaginary place?..the real place which place?

...feel?...think? do both! forced to approach dementia accelarate toward it not like this surely not!...brain extinguished yes please but leave just enough behind to still feel?... what I lost so it never left!

shake me asleep! expose my visibility...hear how deaf I am

there is always there or is where? there is sometimes and exactly where? there is occasionally, and just when and where might that be?

try drifting sideways line up to something new...cut my strings I got a few ...to do this...now what?

why do I do this why do I know this why do I feel both?
when do I show this when do I know this why do I feel both?
how do I stop this how do I not this when can I expect both?
why do I feel what I forgot like I knew why?
how do I forget to feel what I know now?

"....and whatever!"...says the knowman

....."I just can't stand sitting!"

says the knowman...

...oops


"even though man!...."....says the knowman