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Dec 20, 2012, 07:40 AM
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I wrote this when my husband passed away in Jan 2009. I was going through some stuff and came accross it.
Title- Whats going on? lying there, wide eyes open afraid to go to sleep what might tomorrow bring? I close my eyes, as sleep overcomes me whats going on; this cant be real I must be in a dream. I take a step forward begin to look around, and you glowing, happy, and unafraid. You reach out your hand and I fill it with mine, your lips start to move gentle words begin to fill my ears. You and I know it was tough but it was love and it was real, it was what faith had put together. The sun so bright, clouds in the sky; the water lapping the sand as you *kiss* me one last time. I hear the words "I love you." I open my eyes, I see a nurse; Whats going on? She flips off the switch and quietness fills the air; panic, its happened, why? Whats going on? I jusmp up, take the dreaded look and peace fills the room. He's gone. I'm still here, awake; alive shock, whats going on? I walk to the other side. Days gone by, numbness and fear many calls, many people whats going on? I walk into the room and their he lye, his body his soul in the sky. I take his hand and kiss his face "I will see you again, some time again" "I will keep you heart, I carry your heart. I will carry you heart in my heart always. I love you" Whats going on? 2-26-09
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 Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.* Current-Diagnosed-Bipolar1 W/physcotic features,OCD,PTSD,Anxiety disorder,and Agoraphobia,Current meds-neurontin 600mg3x a day, pristique 50mg 1 every other day.  meds tried-zoloft,abilify,seroquel,depakote,lithium,trilafol,tegretol,buspar,visteral,remeron,geodon,perphenazine,lamictal,risperdal,cogentin for sideaffects but made gums change color
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Dec 20, 2012, 07:42 AM
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i love the writing... thanks for sharing it
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Dec 20, 2012, 08:33 AM
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 I used to write alot..cant seem to focus enough now to. I had to edit the poem just now because i mispelled a word. I put stars next to the word edited. Thanks again  I hope to find more and maybe post some of those too.
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Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.*Current-Diagnosed-Bipolar1 W/physcotic features,OCD,PTSD,Anxiety disorder,and Agoraphobia,Current meds-neurontin 600mg3x a day, pristique 50mg 1 every other day. meds tried-zoloft,abilify,seroquel,depakote,lithium,trilafol,tegretol,buspar,visteral,remeron,geodon,perphenazine,lamictal,risperdal,cogentin for sideaffects but made gums change color
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Dec 20, 2012, 08:42 AM
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i'd like to see more of your stuff. hmm... wonder what happened to the big poetry thread we had here? |
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Dec 20, 2012, 09:00 AM
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Ill bump up the poetry thread for you
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Dec 20, 2012, 09:06 AM
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