it's that feeling
right before a fight
I feel that way all through the night

so worked up and nothings wrong
nothing to explain the way
I feel so strong

nothing at all
for me to justify
this way of thinking
these thoughts I nullify

and through it all I can blame my bp
but this mood shift I can clearly see

is not the fault of anyone but me
and soon I know that I will see

that I am overreacting yet once again
and all I really need right now is a friend

i can relate to that.... i really like some of those lines actually.

the bit where you say it's no one else's fault but me... i can really relate to that