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#1
Jan 08, 2013, 10:42 AM
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I have so many mee's... lol....
I have the happy and content me... I have the ,"I'm symptom free" me... but they are not real. I am what I am..... I have the real me.... but I put him away and he doesn't come out around other people... so I am fake I guess... not on these boards though.... this is the real me... how many others have versions of themselves that are not real. sucks to know that I am mostly fake everyday 
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Jan 08, 2013, 10:43 AM
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I feel ya my brother. I'm fake most the time as well, it's how we survive nothing to be ashamed of.
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Jan 08, 2013, 10:52 AM
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I do the same thing.
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Jan 08, 2013, 11:15 AM
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There is a me for every person and every occasion--and a real me for my husband. Thank heavens for that one person with whom I can just be ME!!!
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Jan 08, 2013, 12:16 PM
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Dan, did you see all my wanna-be happy-me new years pics on fb? LOL... i did feel happy at the time, but truly i'm more serious than that, pensive, sensitive, emotional, troubled. that other girl, that's just who i want to be, people sure seem to like her a lot and invite her places.
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#6
Jan 08, 2013, 01:56 PM
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I used to have many, now there is only one me Dan. Authentic me... I dont think I could turn it off now of I tried. But I dont want to turn it off anymore either.
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#7
Jan 08, 2013, 02:03 PM
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Before I really acccepted and was 'comfortable' with my bipolar dx, I had many mee's and wore many masks, which led to many 'unravelling' episodes... Now, like Anika, I only have, am 1 authentic me, much less work I tell you
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#8
Jan 09, 2013, 12:15 AM
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This thread reminds me of one of my favorite poems by one of my favorite authors...
"Underface" Underneath my outside face There's a face that none can see. A little less smiley, A little less sure, But a whole lot more like me. -Shel Silverstein
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#9
Jan 09, 2013, 12:20 AM
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Often don't know who I am. Often just existing. No one really knows the real me. I am lost. I am no one. I am the bipolar me.
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“To see the world, things dangerous to come to, To see behind walls, to draw closer, To find each other and to feel. ~That is the purpose of life.” |
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Jan 09, 2013, 09:43 AM
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I have never been able to be fake I am always always will be me Fortunately people love me anyway in I don't know why I guess I'm a goof!
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