now I have to go to work
what I would give for a day off
to sit here alone and have nothing to do
to be ok here with nothing to do

it actually hurts... thinking about work

hurts in my joints and my body

i want days of nothing.....
days of just being able to be....

maybe later.

maybe it's best to get out there....

but I don't think so.

[Anika.]

Oh yes... I hear you, my joints hear you.

Those days where having to go to work bring tears, not the good ones. Where you feel like you can barely breathe. Would it be better to be hunter/gatherers still. Sometimes I think so, at least you could still have time to breathe. Or maybe at least not feel that sense of doom or entrapment.