be the master of cerebral madness!....comprehend all the sadness...

touch myself and not feel anything I'm not even here anymore touch myself and I'm not getting any closer like I wanted to feel something I tried to feel me and I just can't ...

I'm just a head...a badly animated brain cartoon land insane!

if someone turned up right now like a visitor....

I would emotionally consume them in a single bite!

...I devour people when I am manic!

so hungry so desperate I am the weakest example of intimate control!

I devour people when I panic...

I eat the life off the dead even.... I am so starved

[shlump]

I know exactly what you mean.