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Feb 03, 2013, 09:40 AM
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watched and blind and unseen eyeballs aching black blinded terribly melted into colours unseen by me!
cos I seen the comfort I never get all I hear is the death screaming inside my head from far outside my empty bed! ...and the broken bones inside even heartfelt deep skin cannot hide this mental stress cerebral eternal senselessness! animal naked beast ripped in half for the reality feast! ...take my flesh torn and stretch-ed...it's easy for me the mentally wretch-ed in fact burn! ...dripping phantom illuminations of magnificent heat burn my spirit!...show me the char!...the moody tunnel walls without me are not stained and bloodied!... not without the rotting shrapnel of my twisted desperate gripping fingers now raw...there is no way out! none that I saw! ...smothered on shattered feet aflight in the unlight flying like a lovesick ghoul! ...aflame on battered feet alight in the unflight dying like the true lovesick fool! |
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Feb 03, 2013, 10:15 AM
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Wow james this is quite gruesome, do you really feel mental illness is doing this to you? If you do know that you can stop that feeling to a point.
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Feb 03, 2013, 10:23 AM
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I don't have the same confidence you have Clinte...
confidence?...it kinda' morphs...over lots of time... into shapes that don't fit into any of lifes holes... and life is full of holes and I slipped through all the ones I ever found with a giant GRIN  but?...now I've got these jagged edges and it hurts to even try to fit. but your motivation is energetic  thankyou |
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Feb 03, 2013, 10:58 AM
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Well thats just today. im kinda riding a high...
So Im pretty confident and ready to tackle any of lifes llittle troubles. I hope that for you sometime soon james you can be confident too.
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