ugh. what else is there to say, really. I'm just worked up about everything this morning!

[spoiltmom]

Me too. I just want to hide out somewhere quite and be left alone.

Not me. I want to jump in the middle of the road and yell out to all the people, "DON'T YOU GET IT! WHY ARE YOU SO BLIND!!!!!!"

...I'm pleased when 'they' can't see...cos then 'they' can't see me

But I want to be seen. I want to be heard. I'm worth more than to be pushed to the side! you too!

How are you doing today, by the way? Doing good I hope!

[tribalwolf]

Worked up how, Dan? Angry, agitated, or overly emotional? I can seem to stop getting teary eyed at the drop of a hat this morning.

The Wolf

I am just so pent up inside. Like i feel that I have all these answers but there is no question. Like people around me just don't get it. I want just run out in traffic and yell out, "WTF are you thinking!"

Do you ever feel that way?

[tribalwolf]

I feel like that a lot, sometimes it seems like the whole world doesn't get it. I'd love to stand on a mountaintop and screamed to the world "don't you get it", but that's when they tell me I'm delusional

the Wolf

delusional huh? lmao! Sorry they tell you that. If they could just sit down and shut off their brains for two damn seconds to hear what we have to say then maybe they wouldn't use such words like delusional!

lol... I forgot my meds this morning! I should go take them lol

Originally Posted by landskaperdan

But I want to be seen. I want to be heard. I'm worth more than to be pushed to the side! you too!

How are you doing today, by the way? Doing good I hope!

nope no good...!

but I'm ok about it Dan...I spose

the global voice is absolutely enormous and terrifyingly intimidating!...

...wierdly?...there is no side...there is no middle...there is an 'expanse'...

...can only get 'pushed' around in circles....

we overspend emotionally and then feel ripped off...we aint not bein' heard or pushed around...

just this world is so used to ripping itself off!

no side. no middle. only an expanse. Well that's one way to put it. I guess I am using all of my energy to keep up with the expanse trying to find the edges of it and in turn prolly running myself around in circles.

that's what you just said, i think.

it doesn't matter. it is what it is. I just feel so agitated right now. but I got this! it's okay cuz i can handle this. I'm used to it, i just don't like going through it. oh well.

..got a bit of a 'parable'...Dan...a modern day one

I drive a very small underpowered car....it's a honda it's cool but it's got no accelaration compared to all the other supermodern cars on the road.

I take off from the lights ..effectively...and comfortably

and yet these other humans in their brand new cars drive right up my arse!
all impatient and visibly pissed off!...pushing me... disappointed or whatever the F--k?

...and I thought?...hmm!

well aint you glad dickhead that I can't take off as fast as you can?...cos my car is 30 freaking years old and you just bought yours yesterday wanker and mine cost 500 bucks and yours you will still be paying off when your stupid hair turns grey!

see what I mean?

intolerance is so dumbass and it's at the expense of the intolerable and we aint them! ...well I aint anyway

[~Christina]

Dan, I use to run when I felt that way. You Run, maybe not lately but I would bet it would help out the overwhelming emotions. Take a run for me

I'm getting ready to start running again.