...full on!...I'm not equipped for all this intensity!

are you?...are you equipped?...can you or any one else say they "got it"!

this whole world is beautiful but it's a freaking mess humans ridiculous idiots!

not you and me not us not us we are way too honest way to vulnerable and way to beautiful!

I only understand things when I have let go

I only mis-understand things when I won't know...

that I should have let go already!

here's the bipolar riddle!

"what others find easy I find hard and what others find hard I find easy and what others found so hard was just how easy I knew it was going to be!"

....."and while the others are pretending to understand things ?...I'm pretending to mis-understand them just so I can fit in...."

seems maybe nobody knows?

so it's unbelievably safe..

and don't dare trust me...unless you agree

[~Christina]

Well said

[AeonDM]

"...."and while the others are pretending to understand things ?...I'm pretending to mis-understand them just so I can fit in....""

I have learned that this is very dangerous for my madness, my strong man. Whenever I do that, I am not becoming myself. I am rejecting myself. I am hating myself. I cannot be my own enemy. I have enough enemies out there.