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Feb 23, 2013, 06:44 PM
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Im tired of this the depression is really bad righ tnow and I have no one to talk to about it, so I come here for understanding. im ready to take all my pills at once. i know it will be alot to swallow but I think i can do it. Anything is better than living like this. I was hypomanic most of yesterday and now im just dead and I want to be dead, im tired of this, the pills, the ect, the doctors, the trying, Im ready to give up. I really need a friend right now. I dont want to die but at the same time i do.
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Feb 23, 2013, 06:58 PM
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Ooooh Clinte , Try to remember this will pass. You need to give your parents your pills, Now! Try distractions, Helicopter? I know you love that.
Stay safe and call your Pdoc or a hotline or go to the hospital if you need to. I'm so sorry you are hurting 
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Feb 23, 2013, 06:58 PM
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remember being hypomanic yesterday? It'll come back. I promise. That's the thing with bipolar: it will inevitably get better eventually. It's the nature of being bipolar.
Though I seriously suggest you tell your T, or a doctor, or go to hospital. I've been there, it sucks, and that one split second of giving in to it can break a person. And trust me, if you give it long enough, you'll be wanting to live again. My advice, go to the hospital. They'll admit you if you're planning on hurting yourself, and it can really help a person. My last admission gave me a lot of tools to help myself, and despite not doing well right now, I was doing awesome when I left, and I have more support than I did when I went in.
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Feb 23, 2013, 06:59 PM
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thanks christina, This is really bad right now. Im to the point where i worry this wont pass.
 not even my helicopter can help me.
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Feb 23, 2013, 06:59 PM
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Feb 23, 2013, 07:02 PM
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Clinte
We're here, stay here, with us.
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Feb 23, 2013, 07:08 PM
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Clinte , Only "you" know just how bad you are... Did you give your pills to your parents? Right now just focus on staying safe. That is your only job right now... Staying safe. Try every distraction tool you have, You have been up and down so much in the last week, I know it is wearing you down, but it keeps changing.
Stay safe, do whatever you need to, to stay safe. We need you around here, seriously we do 
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Feb 23, 2013, 07:20 PM
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*hugs* Whether you believe it or not, people care about you and your existence is valued. I don't come on PC much anymore, but when I check up on the forums it's always nice to see you around. See? Even a complete stranger enjoys having you around (that's me!)
Stay strong. You'll pull through it, honestly. It's horrible - we all understand how you must be feeling. But it'll pass soon and when it does you'll be glad you held on! RB ♥
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Feb 23, 2013, 07:26 PM
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Thanks everyone and I'm glad I matter that helps alot actually. Thanks and my parents are out of town so I have all my pills with me so it's tempting. No one would know. Well until they got back. Why so I think this way it's rather morbid.
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Feb 23, 2013, 08:00 PM
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I just found this thread. Please pick up the phone and call the psych ER. OR drive yourself there. You are worn thin, my friend. You need tangible people support now!
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Feb 24, 2013, 11:29 AM
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