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...before I put myself down I'm going to put everything else up!
lifeblood of this Earth flows through everybody it hurts to be so insecure! and the fight is so black and white! ![]() and the bad man wants to destroy me....and I keep getting up!..high as hell! don't bring me down pain!! I don't need this crap! ![]() just freaking surprise me!! ![]() gotta love mental illness...all of it!! dammit!! hellride fly like a monster! ![]() |
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Been trying to remind myself that ANGER feels better than sadness. Get MAD -- it can turn a mood around in a hurry if you let it. Just don't harm yourself or anyone. BTW that falling heart thing is great
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hey ajmich! you are most welcome what I found was that when my sadness was never accepted...validated... like it never happened like I was not even there when I got sad?? then? then! thats when I got angry and it just kept on going...and I got sad about my destruction and still no-one understood! ...ooh! now we move into psychosis... when the two emotions are in such parrallel explosion... and all I really needed was to be held.... and with the absence of comfort comes an exraordinary strength like ...? ambivalance... things don't always go sweet! things don't even go sour... they just go worse... but make sure nobody gets hurt |
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