[dubblemonkey]

..twitches...scrambling my fingers my hands scramble for comfort from anywhere from anywhere...!

the spasms are getting too much the shakes are only random but the real anomaly is in my head!

should I jack up this crap again?

thats what I came here to do!

...gentle sadness infiltrates somewhere inside the deeper depression and it might just explode!

gotta' line everything up in my life perfect straight lines everything no dust!

bills are paid get them mystrey phantoms off my back I must!

kill my paranoia I will kill my world just make it tidy for me...

I already forgot how hungry I am I seen the meals I could have had I subsist on thoughts...

the police might arrive

and what will that do?

chain the most sensitive animal alive!!?

and then put him in front of the LAW of the land??

this boy was bad to begin with he did many bad things he hurt people he got hurt by people he was a bad boy...

grew up kinda nasty got attached to the other nasties....!

watched them die...oh!...oops!

too bad they weren't bipolar like me dickheads! or weren't they?

could watch both sides at once everything is very intense I know this I can be in tears right now as I write this but it's too late huh?

the point ??

most criminals are mentally ill

goes without sayin'

most bad boys are mentally ill

most bad girls are mentally ill

I wish I could do something about it

I cannot believe I navigated myself through some of the most dangerous situations....

you got know idea

just ask me I can tell you some awesome stories

and I am mildly autistic

and they died

I didn't want them to..

but they had to...the way they went.....

when I felt like I was going to die?

I did something

[optimize990h]

Eye opening!