[dubblemonkey]

...oh hell!!...

this is a difficult one..I might just need some help with it!

if you think you cannot help me then you must feel very understood and then even so?...your help is even more needed it's like a perpetual experience this madness is somewhat creative don't you agree?

...we talk on and on ...we go here and we go there...

we arrive at this and we arrive at that...we get some distance between us and our troubles!

I will confess why I write things and paint my pictures!...

I want to be accepted...pretty simple!..

I am always terrified to read what follows I don't understand other people...

but I am compelled to communicate with them....

I mis-understand myself...and I am so intimidated by others....

I mean?..."you could be just like me"...

and that would just cripple my brain...and it often does...so many people here are so in tune!...

and what with?...you ask?

I think you already know

[faerie_moon_x]

I feel misunderstood a lot. By everyone. And my whole life long.

Called names, told I'm worthless, kicked when I am down, and then told that I am the one with the problem.... completely misunderstood.

I think I have more issues with communication than I realize. Everyone always said "what a good writer." Maybe I get the words in the right place but the true meaning of what they say doesn't come out. Or I don't understand the actual meaning of words so I use the wrong ones....

I am the least put together person I know. I'm what people call "a hot mess." Text is so clean, so linear, you can edit it. You can't see the tornado it's hiding.

[dubblemonkey]

Originally Posted by dark_heart_x

I feel misunderstood a lot. By everyone. And my whole life long.

Called names, told I'm worthless, kicked when I am down, and then told that I am the one with the problem.... completely misunderstood.

I think I have more issues with communication than I realize. Everyone always said "what a good writer." Maybe I get the words in the right place but the true meaning of what they say doesn't come out. Or I don't understand the actual meaning of words so I use the wrong ones....

I am the least put together person I know. I'm what people call "a hot mess." Text is so clean, so linear, you can edit it. You can't see the tornado it's hiding.

wow dhx...that had some real power behind it...!!

I don't know what to say

[faerie_moon_x]

And the only thing I'm in tune with is the choas. I've been humming the song for so long, how can I not be in tune with it?