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Oct 27, 2013, 07:21 PM
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I feel guilty a lot. Like I don't do enough. Or am not good enough. Or like everything is my fault. It happens a lot at night. Maybe when that's when I have more time to think. I just took a long, early nap and am feeling that way. I woke up from the nap and its only 8 p.m. Now will I be up late or go to bed on time? I feel like people are going to be angry with me. I'm not sure about what. Whatever bad that I did. Right now, I'm watching "Golden Girls". I'm sure I suck. I want donuts. I didn't have dinner. I saw two friends today. That was okay. I am guilty of being a bad person. Should I have some Ativan? Or should I stay up tonight watching tv? My recorded shows are going to run out. I know I don't spend enough time with my kids; I didn't today. Tomorrow they have the day off school again. What to do? I have laundry to do. I should clean. I just am bad at getting things done. I did take my youngest to an arcade recently. We played on that dance dance revolution knock off game. He loves that game. The arcade is closed for the season now as its also mini golf. I don't do "life" in general very well. I am in a financial mess. Is that a bipolar thing? I'm sitting here in the dark typing this. Cursor is going blink blink blink. I saw a friend today who just seems to ogle me, rather than love me. Another friend seems to love me in a nice, close friendship way. Both went to coffee with me today. Maybe I'll be more productive tomorrow.
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#2
Oct 27, 2013, 07:57 PM
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I took ativan. Dunno if its working or not.
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:09 PM
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Does this even make sense?
 Hmm. Maybe its too out-there. Some days i'm on the ball and some days not.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Last edited by Moose72; Oct 27, 2013 at 08:39 PM. |
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:40 PM
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Its a horrible feeling, this ģuilt.
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:40 PM
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Yes, it make sense.
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:41 PM
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:46 PM
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Makes sense to me. I often feel guilty a lot for my illness.
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:48 PM
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I can completely relate. I hope you feel better.
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:49 PM
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Oct 27, 2013, 08:52 PM
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thank you.
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Oct 27, 2013, 09:29 PM
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I feel extreme guilt all of the time. I'm not sure why. You're not alone.
PS great choice in tv!
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Oct 27, 2013, 09:33 PM
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Ativan isn't going to help the guilty feelings... Therapy can help you find out "why" your feeling this way .
Everyone BP or not can get caught in the trap of " Guilt "
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Oct 27, 2013, 09:50 PM
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I often feel guilty. I think I have dreams where I do things I shouldn't and subconsciously feel guilt about it? IDK, it is just a theory....
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Oct 28, 2013, 02:36 AM
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cos it don't fit here...perhaps we can use it later? your honesty and even more ?... your accuracy... finding the hurt is easier than seeing where it came from... some complain they are back seat drivers!... so lets get the hell out of the traffic and let them collide with their accidental beliefs! there is nothing wrong with you... guilt is a bad smell that attaches itself to fools.... you are squeaky clean my friend...
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Oct 28, 2013, 01:12 PM
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