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Old Mar 19, 2013, 07:42 PM
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I feel anxious. Like crying. Paranoid. I was fine earlier. Can I make it? Through the night? What is this? I think it's the same things that are chasing me. Let me go!!!
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 07:47 PM
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Hang in there moose they aren't real, it's all made up they can't hurt you.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 07:48 PM
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But it can and it feels so real.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 07:53 PM
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I feel like the world is going to end. Swallow me up. Down a dark hole. No way out. Just infinite falling.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:03 PM
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It'll be ok. I know it doesn't seem like it now it will be ok. Do you have someone nearby you can talk with.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:03 PM
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I want to run screaming.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:04 PM
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It'll be ok. I know it doesn't seem like it now it will be ok. Do you have someone nearby you can talk with.
Not really. I do but our relationship is complicated.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:12 PM
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I don't know what to do. Watching a DVD....
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:18 PM
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Can you jump on chat here? Try to breath and blare music if it'll help.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:21 PM
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I have an iPod. I don't think it does chat.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:23 PM
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I'm sorry just stick on here then.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:26 PM
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I'm watching a DVD. If I cod just make it through the night.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:29 PM
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Watching will and grace
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:30 PM
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This morning life was great but now its sucks. Part is good but part I could just die.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:36 PM
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I should take my meds. ....
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:36 PM
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I completely understand. Hopefully it'll put your mind at ease.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:40 PM
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AaaaaaAargggg!
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I completely understand. Hopefully it'll put your mind at ease.
What will?
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:43 PM
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Your DVD's sry.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:46 PM
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Watching the show with years out of one eye. Wth?
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 08:52 PM
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Still happening - with hiccups
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I wonder if its the Ativan. What with thesis ideation I've been taking a lot of it lately.
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How much ativan have you taken tonight?
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 09:10 PM
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None........
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 09:28 PM
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Just took some. :-/
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