I suck

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:02 PM

I suck
I'm a lump of a waste of space
I have no job
No purpose
I have no home if my own
I'm not likely to
I will always live this hell
Untill it goes a level worse
In which I end it all

pegasus · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:05 PM

((((( Moose )))))

Hugs! You don't suck and you are not a waste of space, no! Things will change...

unaluna · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:17 PM

Great poem tho!

I can really relate, unfortunately!

emgreen · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:25 PM

If there is a "good" perspective of bipolar, it's the knowledge that things will get better eventually -- we're aware that we have our ups & downs. I hope you can be patient with yourself as you navigate this difficult time. I have hope that things will turn around for you soon.

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:25 PM

I think I'll be in bed all day watching tv

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:27 PM

I've been down fur two months last I saw my t I was feeling some better so I told her so. Great.

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 03:34 PM

I just don't see my life turning around. I see it only getting worse unlikely I am homeless and alone.,

Meisjes · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:03 PM

I don't have a home of my own either.....I don't suck.....don't believe those lies. Thats just not true. The you of you is important.

Belmore · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:07 PM

Hey moosy I like the picture! And you don't suck no one does! Think of the last time you where down? Did it pass? Yup? This to shall pass.

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Belmore

Hey moosy I like the picture! And you don't suck no one does! Think of the last time you where down? Did it pass? Yup? This to shall pass.

I've been depressed off and on for two months now.

Belmore · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:15 PM

Take one day at a time cherish the good thongs in your life and try to ignore the negative thoughts. Look i know it's hard. I have negative thoughts to that is why I'm here. But I try to swap them with positive thoughts or els I go mad.

Belmore · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:15 PM

Sorry good things

emgreen · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Belmore

Take one day at a time cherish the good thongs in your life...

If thongs do the trick, I say, "Whatever works!"

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:19 PM

I do have good thoughts but the negative ones are the ones causing problems!

Belmore · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:20 PM

WhA wha wha this Ipad -_- I need a proper keyboard!

Belmore · Mar 31, 2013 at 04:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Moose72

I do have good thoughts but the negative ones are the ones causing problems!

Concentrate more on the positive ones. I know it wont be the only solution but its a start.

~Christina · Mar 31, 2013 at 05:59 PM

Start setting a small daily goal , then set a weekly goal.. may sound silly but you have to have attainable goals to give yourself self worth. It works. Find out what you need for housing assistance, and fill out all the paper work involved. Just tackle problems one at a time.

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 06:26 PM

Btdt Christina. It's all very undoable. I have horribly screwed up my life. I have involved so iCal worker after social worker and one if which said "well what do you want ME to do about it?" I left very upset.

Moose72 · Mar 31, 2013 at 06:28 PM

**** this thread. I'm going back to sleep.

~Christina · Mar 31, 2013 at 06:32 PM

Nothing is "undoable" You just need small attainable goals. Life can suck and it is going to continue to suck at times ... but that is how life is regardless of being Bipolar. There is always hope . you may not see it right now .. but reach out and I bet you can find some... Not a single person takes photographs like you , no one .. just you. That right there is proof you have something one can take away from you.

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unaluna Elder Harridan x-hankster Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Milan/Michigan Posts: 39,975 (SuperPoster!) 12 66.6k hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 03:17 PM #3 Great poem tho! I can really relate, unfortunately!
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emgreen Wise Elder Member Since Aug 2012 Location: Michigan Posts: 9,645 (SuperPoster!) 11 937 hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 03:25 PM #4 If there is a "good" perspective of bipolar, it's the knowledge that things will get better eventually -- we're aware that we have our ups & downs. I hope you can be patient with yourself as you navigate this difficult time. I have hope that things will turn around for you soon.
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Moose72 Silver Swan Member Since Jan 2008 Location: USA Posts: 16,493 (SuperPoster!) 16 2,563 hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 03:25 PM #5 I think I'll be in bed all day watching tv __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019)
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Meisjes Veteran Member Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Canada Posts: 366 11 32 hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 04:03 PM #8 I don't have a home of my own either.....I don't suck.....don't believe those lies. Thats just not true. The you of you is important. __________________ I Am Worthful ~ Affirmations ~ http://forums.psychcentral.com/copin...-part-1-a.html
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Belmore Member Member Since Mar 2013 Posts: 46 11	Mar 31, 2013 at 04:07 PM #9 Hey moosy I like the picture! And you don't suck no one does! Think of the last time you where down? Did it pass? Yup? This to shall pass.
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Belmore Member Member Since Mar 2013 Posts: 46 11	Mar 31, 2013 at 04:15 PM #11 Take one day at a time cherish the good thongs in your life and try to ignore the negative thoughts. Look i know it's hard. I have negative thoughts to that is why I'm here. But I try to swap them with positive thoughts or els I go mad.
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Belmore Member Member Since Mar 2013 Posts: 46 11	Mar 31, 2013 at 04:15 PM #12 Sorry good things
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Belmore Member Member Since Mar 2013 Posts: 46 11	Mar 31, 2013 at 04:20 PM #15 WhA wha wha this Ipad -_- I need a proper keyboard!
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~Christina Legendary Wise Elder Community Liaison Member Since Jul 2011 Location: Tennessee Posts: 22,450 (SuperPoster!) 12 12.7k hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 05:59 PM #17 Start setting a small daily goal , then set a weekly goal.. may sound silly but you have to have attainable goals to give yourself self worth. It works. Find out what you need for housing assistance, and fill out all the paper work involved. Just tackle problems one at a time. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~
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Moose72 Silver Swan Member Since Jan 2008 Location: USA Posts: 16,493 (SuperPoster!) 16 2,563 hugs given	Mar 31, 2013 at 06:28 PM #19 **** this thread. I'm going back to sleep. __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019)
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