[faerie_moon_x]

So, I don't know what this will stop. Or when, actually.

Its a physical sensation. Like someone has been shaking me really hair... hard... Thinks are not lining up. They do, then they come undone.

Okay so, like yesterday I lost my purse (again) which this time I had it in the car. It was sitting right on the seat. The car seat is black. My purse is bright blue. I couldn't find it. I cleaned the whole car, went back inside. Me, my kids, and mother-in-law search high and low. My husband says I need a bigger purse. One that I can't lose so easy. I argued with him it wasn't that it's small. It's not that small. Fits my wallet, phone, an charger. So my oldest son said to check the car. I went back and then, right there, it's on the seat....

Today I will go get a new purse. See if maybe my husband is right.

I can't focus. My typing is okay. Off and on. You can see my errors I am not editing. It's like a wave washed through my brain. Fine, whoosh gone, whoosh, back to normal.... I'm scared.

I'm also feeling really depressed. Trying to shake it off. I want thigns back like they were before. I was happy the way they were. Then the bad time happened. And now although things are a lot better, there's still things that are different now. Things are gone that I miss. I don't know how to get them back. I don't know if I should try any more and just accept the things how they are now. Because things are not terrible, just different but I miss those things so much. They were important to me. I didn't really understand that back then. You know, how they say you don't know what you've got til it's gone. I guess that's whY I feel this way right now.

[Trippin2.0]

((((((((((Sis)))))))))
I dont really have anything intelligable to say, its been a hell-hole of a LONG weekend for me, but please know that I'm thinking of you and I love you muchness

[Confusedinomicon]

I do this all the time...o_o

I have to keep my purse around my stomach when I go to restaurants because I always manage to leave my purse when I put it next to me.

[faerie_moon_x]

Yes, I buy burse.... purse... with a long hangle.... handle... so I can get it to stay by me and can't put it down.

It's happened a lot in the past but now happens daily sometimes 3-4 times in a day. Depending on how much I go out. Some days I got to go a lot.

Keys, phone, baby bottle, shoes, socks, clothes, everything is up to get lost. I have places to put them that is the "place." Still I lose them. THis is just one area I am struggling.

I decided to get a bigger purse. Just to see if that helps.

[Anneinside]

Also go with hot pink or red... that will really help you see it. I just got a red purse. Love it.

[faerie_moon_x]

Originally Posted by Anneinside

Also go with hot pink or red... that will really help you see it. I just got a red purse. Love it.

Anne, I think I read your mind because I went to target and bought a big hot pink purse! I didn't even see this until now!

We will see if this helps.

[BlueInanna]

Red purse good idea, also color of fortune I think - maybe Chinese astrology or something. I have a giant bright blue purse and still forget where I put it or could walk around looking for it only to realize its hanging on my shoulder. Dammit brain just work like supposed to oh yea and don't forget to check all mirrors when driving in reverse :/
Hang in there hopefully it will get better when baby gets older, cuz babies are energy and brain zappers, so hard to have a little one and function at work full time. But ur pulling it off lady hope u feel better soon.

[Moose72]

My brain is that way all the time. My short term memory is shot.

[faerie_moon_x]

I love pink so this pink purse has a long strap like I want. It's a soft material. I like soft. It is the same design as my little blue purse with the same pockets, but like 3x bigger. And it's like super bright highlighter pink.

Yes, I do think in.... uhm.... hmmmm.... forgot. Oh well.

Errr.... oh yeah, in China I do think red is lucky or good fortune and the cat with it's paw in the air. You see red on everything.

[~Christina]

Hope it helps