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Apr 07, 2013, 03:13 PM
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..everyone loves an activist!...when the motivation is energetic and when it changes things when it takes away the pain when the energy is lovable and when it is powerful and full of what is completely obvious!
and I am as dumfounded as you are? therefore I enact deep responsibilities within myself! I must support my beliefs... and the question? can I be trusted? can you be trusted? what alternatives have you got for me? what alternatives have I got for you? and we meet halfway with no effort...! and yet? there is still an enemy! the enemy is inside ourselves! if only you could see...like I do... you with this painful condition....you have done nothing wrong! ....there is no formula...no perfect treatment no ...NOTHING! ...do this do that!...burn out and get worse! I know the pressure is on!... and it's pitiful expectancy...a very poor example of compassion.... did anyone ever consider it was NOT them who were F--ked UP!? ...and that no-one ever was? mental illness is real only when life is a convenienient dis-illusion! and I am forever an insane activist! I will forever make a stand for the embattled the unfortunate the troubled the sad and the very mad... ...dm 
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#2
Apr 07, 2013, 04:04 PM
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Sign me up... but don't tell nobody I'm "crazy" ... oh heck they all already know!
Some old guy whose daughter I used to be best friends with told people, "she used to take pills as a child." I asked my mom cuz I don't remember, she said yes you had a bladder infection and had to take an antibiotic when you stayed with their family that weekend when you were 8 years old. The neighbors, they don't like me or my kids. One boy in my son's class lives across the street and we hear their parties. They don't wave & smile back at me when we pass in cars or on feet. But I keep smiling and waving hello... please see me, I don't even know what I've done wrong, just see me I'm here, I'm alone raising 3 kids on my own, and working full time, please just say hello? Oh there they go, they must have not seen me, again. Angels, bring compassion to these masses, who sit in judgment, they just don't understand. Emotionally, mentally ill people may be troubled and need a smile or a gentle hug, not glares of hatred. |
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#3
Apr 07, 2013, 04:15 PM
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holy ****!!
I F__CK! how do you always affect me such C? affect me so much you talk about things I get! I get! and I am 15000miles away... I'm here...but I'm also useless... please forgive me J |
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Apr 07, 2013, 04:27 PM
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15, 000
thousand miles ?? that's too far, i never thought of it like that... so far away. I will get in a suitcase put me on a plane, ride on a whale, jump on a star... be there soon. I don't want to overwhelm you too much, we all have our own overflowing plate of struggles. But it feels good to vent. It does help me. Thank you.
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#5
Apr 07, 2013, 04:36 PM
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I am ashamed to admit!...certain things... you know I care about you...I always write to you... and I will continue to.... but I am so damaged! I cannot be trusted I have hurt more people than I have not... it's like some kind of social demolition... and I'm not trying to make up for it!... but even savages have a heart! I have learnt the hard way somehow to hate myself for my simple disregard... maybe it's me who has to 'freaking' wake up!
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Apr 07, 2013, 04:50 PM
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I am here to listen anytime my friend. We are cut from the same stone.
PsychoTwinStarSeeds - Activate!!! hehe. |
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#7
Apr 07, 2013, 05:08 PM
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it's not that simple C...
and a man of my audacity?...surely a woman could arrive even perplexed yet unlikely...and it's not what I want. it always ...just now and even a little later and beyond! amazes me...that my favourite people here ...they have partners...like these humans ...coincidental! weird somehow! my BF...my GF! ...and yet.... if I had a GF!....? it's best I don't digress. this world is crazy enough without me making a full on assault on it's primary weakness |
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Apr 07, 2013, 05:17 PM
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yes, let's not digress. i don't want to go there... that topic... i'll overthink it.
i'd rather savor my fantasy world in outer space... here's a song for you: Morcheeba / Over and Over |
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