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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:31 PM
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Not delusional, I'm pretty sure.

I was just wondering if anyone else felt like sometimes you have thoughts from nowhere and they don't feel like your own. Like, earlier today, I felt so happy but it felt fake. Now, despite not feeling depressed, I keep having little intruding thoughts of self harm and stuff. It's weird. Not gonna act on it (except the one that said I need to stop eating so much because I'm gonna make myself more fat), but yeah. Weird.

(and my dang keys keep sticking!!! )

Thoughts?
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:44 PM
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Yes. Intrusive thoughts. I was hospitalized for wanting to leap off a balcony because voices were telling me to do these things.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:48 PM
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Yes. Intrusive thoughts. I was hospitalized for wanting to leap off a balcony because voices were telling me to do these things.
It's not really a voice, per say, (except for I guess my thoughts telling me I'm gonna get more fat) but more like pictures and feelings. Like I touched my tape measure and saw myself strangling myself with it.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:51 PM
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I've gotten those too. I wanted to cut up my arms that same night. Was planning on it actually. I guess that was the difference.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:53 PM
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As Moose said .... Intrusive thoughts. I have them at times.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:55 PM
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As Moose said .... Intrusive thoughts. I have them at times.
Why are they there? Should I be concerned?
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 10:05 PM
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For me .. This is what My T and I have agreed to.

If I have them.. Can I do a self check and realize they are not "reality". If I am not acting on any.. then I am good to go.

If I linger and give myself time to really over analyze it all.. well .. I can just walk myself in an unhealthy corner.
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