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Old Apr 09, 2013, 09:36 AM
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I am 30 y/o female and have been struggling with anxiety, depression and substance abuse since my teens. I have been in a relationship with someone since I was 16 years old so I am just getting to know myself, if that makes any sense at all. I was going to get married last October (2012) but entered what I am recently realizing was a manic episode and my then fiance and I broke up. This manic episode ended in January (2013) and I've been in a depressive state since then. I was just recently hospitalized and received my diagnosis, also put on a slew of meds (which I will probably get into on a different thread).

Happy to be here. I am in an area where the nearest support group is about an hour here so I'm looking forward to hopefully getting to know some like minded people on this site.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 02:46 PM
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Welcome, I'm sorry your fiance couldn't deal with your mania.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 05:12 PM
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Welcome! Thanks for sharing your story... I think you'll really like it here. I've been posting for a month or so and I really like the community here. It's nice to share thoughts and feelings with a group of people who have probably felt the same way at one point.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 05:18 PM
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Welcome to PC
Everyone here is a friendly bunch.

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Old Apr 09, 2013, 05:46 PM
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Hi! Welcome to PC.

Sorry you lost your fiance. That's very sad.
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 07:02 PM
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Hey, Hey, graygray. Welcome to PC. Hope it helps you as much as it has I.
I look forward to reading your post and healing with you.

Best wishes and good luck
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 07:03 PM
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I am 30 y/o female and have been struggling with anxiety, depression and substance abuse since my teens. I have been in a relationship with someone since I was 16 years old so I am just getting to know myself, if that makes any sense at all. I was going to get married last October (2012) but entered what I am recently realizing was a manic episode and my then fiance and I broke up. This manic episode ended in January (2013) and I've been in a depressive state since then. I was just recently hospitalized and received my diagnosis, also put on a slew of meds (which I will probably get into on a different thread).

Happy to be here. I am in an area where the nearest support group is about an hour here so I'm looking forward to hopefully getting to know some like minded people on this site.
Welcome and thanks for sharing your story!
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 07:13 PM
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Welcome to PC!

I'm so sorry that the relationship ended after so long. Hopefully the community here can help you with your healing process.

Also, I absolutely LOVE your signature. Where is that quote from?
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 08:07 PM
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Old Apr 09, 2013, 09:21 PM
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I am 30 y/o female and have been struggling with anxiety, depression and substance abuse since my teens. I have been in a relationship with someone since I was 16 years old so I am just getting to know myself, if that makes any sense at all. I was going to get married last October (2012) but entered what I am recently realizing was a manic episode and my then fiance and I broke up. This manic episode ended in January (2013) and I've been in a depressive state since then. I was just recently hospitalized and received my diagnosis, also put on a slew of meds (which I will probably get into on a different thread).

Happy to be here. I am in an area where the nearest support group is about an hour here so I'm looking forward to hopefully getting to know some like minded people on this site.

Welcome to PC!!
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 12:42 PM
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Welcome to PC!

I'm so sorry that the relationship ended after so long. Hopefully the community here can help you with your healing process.

Also, I absolutely LOVE your signature. Where is that quote from?
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley!
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 03:26 PM
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Hi and welcome !!!
love your signature quote about happiness. interesting quote not as bleak as it looks and with some dark sense of humor !
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 04:10 PM
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Welcome GrayGray! I've been on here about a month or so & it has helped so much! I've had so many "me too" moments, where I could relate to what people were thinking, experiencing & sharing. It makes me feel less alone.

You've been through a lot in the last few months. I'm glad you found PC.
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