[faerie_moon_x]

Okay, so first I'm going to admit I'm feeling really charged up and a bit manic. I'll admit it.

And you're all going to go... "uh oh, here she goes again..."

But, yeah, I started another new story.

But, this one is different! Because I was inspired and I've been thinking about it all day. So, this one is actually fiction but real life fiction. And I normally don't write real life fiction unless there's magic in it.

But this time,I'm writing real life fiction about bipolar.
A Cluttered Mind

And I put more about it on the story blog, too, if you want to look at that. (Link in my signature.)

So I updated and started a new story today. But, that's okay, right? I mean, when inspiration grabs you, you have to go with it. It doesn't hang around. So, anyway.... Just FYI.

[BlueInanna]

Absolutely seize the moments!! I look forward to reading it!

[Trippin2.0]

Thank you You know I absolutely enjoy your stories, so the more the merrier as far as I'm concerned!! Seize the moment is accuarate yes

[~Christina]

YAY ! Keep it coming !

[faerie_moon_x]

Thanks you guys!

I just updated it with chapter 2.

It's really easy to write. And, I'll tell you why... I can just let my thoughts race along and write what's coming out. I don't really have to make anything up. I don't know why I thought that this would be so hard to do before....

A Cluttered Mind

[faerie_moon_x]

So, I updated Aftermath again. And I restarted my twitter for my writing. I've actually had this twitter account for longer than I've been a member at PC. I had made it because I was trying to save myself during the bad time. That didn't happen and instead I was using it to talk to myself when I was depressed, because no one follows me. LOL. Anyway, I've deleted the depressed tweets and now I can use it along with my story updater.

@Reginnax

Aftermath

[faerie_moon_x]

I don't know if I'm over-confidant or what.

So, anyway, I am plowing forward with this whole writing thing. I am going to take a big risk, one that before caused me to totally lose my confidance. I wrote about it here:
http://reginnax.blogspot.com/

But, the summed up version is I'm going to upload what I have completed of Angel in Black to Authonomy.com, which is a publishing web site. I have more than enough words to go live. I'm going to upload it this evening. I had it on there before under another screen name in 2009. It was pretty hard core in that you have to read other people's work to get feedback.

As we all know, I have been struggling with that, and it's been for a long time.

Plus, there are some know-it-all people on there. And, I just wasn't ready for it. So, I broke down and gave up.

Well, now thanks to everyone here I'm feeling my confidance again. And, I've really decided that I don't want to give up. So, I'm going to try again. And I know that now that I have the support of PC, I have a place to come to vent out if I gett triggered.

I'm nervous but excited about this. Thanks to everyone who is reading!

[Trippin2.0]

This is such wonderful news I'm glad to hear you gonna give it another go sis

[Confusedinomicon]

!!! I am behind but shall be caught up by tonight. (I need to figure out how to bookmark a page on my phone because I'd read other chapters on it. q.q!!)

ANYWAY!! Good luck!

[faerie_moon_x]

I have no idea how to bookmark on a phone. O.O I don't know how to copy/paste or all the normal things I do online on the phone. But, my one year old knows how to take screen captures, which I don't know how he does it....

Well, I did it, and I made the first 5 chapters live on authonomy.com. (Or as we see them, chapter 1-22.) I cut my chapters up for the blog so they are easier to post and manage and read.

Anyway.... I am nervous but excited. Last night I got my first comment already. I was so excited. My husband was teasing me it was a bot, LOL. But no, the person read it. And, this person has a book ranked at 39 on the site. By comparison, Angel in Black is in the 5000s. You have to make it into the top 5 ranking to be moved over to Harper Collins editors desk, and those people are the ones that get published.

Anyway, rank 39 and this person liked it! Made some great comments. And then, today, another person commented and just about all the things I should cut. So, hmmm, that's fine because it is pretty much unedited. So, I'm fine with that. I need to keep it all in perspective.

And then, I got one person to vote for me so far, Yay! That's what I need to move up in ranks.

Anyway, I'm rambling. I feel a bit crazy because I hurt my back really bad last night. And, I'm nervous about this whole thing. And, I'm excited.

And, this doesn't mean I'm going not update the blogs any more. That's where the story will be created, right there. I love my story blogs. They are brining my writing spirit back to life. I decided only the first five chapters will be on authonomy unless I start to gain ranks and looking like publishing is in my future. So, for now, all will remain as it is.