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Old Jun 22, 2013, 11:41 AM
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dots and more dots I need a million more dots before I understand my head!!.......

....

have some more!

.......

dots say things I regret missing the damn point of....!

...please don't make me hurt you!
OUCH!!

anything can go BAD...and everything can go SAD!

and words are just a bunch of dumbass letters!

what would what could what can!??
I UTTER the HELL?

I die in simplicity I live a little longer in the complicated I die either way!

ghost death arse on my brain grave alone naked and breathing fog from phantoms of my old beliefs!

HELL...!

can't feel anything!

maybe I am dead before I got caught for my freaking outlandish!
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 11:48 AM
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insane!!...INsanE!!...weirdo!!

...creepy crawlies make their way like all personal!!

DAMN!!

how come they get to make "their' way all personal!!?

how come I cannot get to be the one who FREAKS out life?

how come I'm always on the end of it!??

NOT GOOD enough!

I want life to come crawling up my disparaged arse and expect something from ME!!

LIKE...??

why is it always expecting this and expecting that!

how!

damn boring ..

SURELY life is boring by now!??

all it does is disappoint!

I want to PROTEST!

I demand something better!

yadadadada!!
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 12:12 PM
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..can express my love for words with elegance?

I doubt it!

nobody is really any good!

we can save ourselves!

it's coming down to simple maths.

my good feelings are becoming increasingly less than the bad feelings.

.....and once this path has been crossed,

damn it!

I hate hanging on like this!

this bipolar ********!

I'm useless either way...panic about much lesser things and yet un-approachable.
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pegasus
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 12:20 PM
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even psychos have to sleep

somewhere in between
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 05:47 PM
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if only i could lay down and die...... or sleep... whatever
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I am lost in my own mind !

Hypo-mania and Depression are alike a Knife of Dreams !

Dx - Bipolar II

I'm not feeling well ... I got pain !!! Effie, We all got pain !!!!!

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Old Jun 22, 2013, 09:43 PM
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Hi double monkey!!
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Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 3 mg
Gabapentin 300 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 10:57 PM
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