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Jun 25, 2013, 02:42 PM
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Not feeling good today, what a shocker! Just want to swallow a few bottles of seroquel and never wake up! Tired of fighting these moods constantly going up and down. It's so tiring! I just want to over dose and never wake up and have a peaceful death. I'm sorry but I just can't see a light at the end of my tunnel and I don't know if I ever will be able to see it. Life seems so hard on me I just don't understand why it has to be this way. Sorry if this upsets anyone, not my intentions.
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Jun 25, 2013, 02:50 PM
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I'm sorry.
 I know it seems that way right now, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere. Sometimes we're just momentarily blinded and simply can't see it. But it's there whether we know it or not! I can assure you that it's there! I'm sorry you're in such a bad place right now.
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Jun 25, 2013, 03:15 PM
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I am glad your ranting
It's really okay to not be able to see that light at times, I agree with Nessa. No one knows what tomorrow may bring. Bipolar can flip flop so quickly at times, so maybe tomorrow will be one of those? Meanwhile... Be kind and gentle to yourself 
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Jun 25, 2013, 03:20 PM
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I agree, sometimes the light is just too dim or too hidden in by the depression to be seen. It's there somewhere. Sometimes you just hang on until it suddenly comes back.
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Jun 25, 2013, 04:11 PM
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Thanks for the replies I appreciate them...
Christina I am hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I am just so tired I want to give up! I am so tempted to take those pills and end this hurting inside. I'm tired of fighting it. Sorry if I upset anyone with this post. Quote:
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