ok.. i just cant believe my bad luck

Darth Bane · Jul 03, 2013, 09:02 AM

at least for today i think i am the unluckiest person here on PC... i was trying to get this job.. really really ****ing great job.. there were 200 applicants they wanted 10 ... and i managed to be 11 th... and actually this is the best thing ever happened to me in last three year... when will this end.. i am tired, tired of all this ****...

A Red Panda · Jul 03, 2013, 09:06 AM

Well... maybe one of the people who were just hired will have somehow luckily gotten a "better" job offer and will turn this one down... or maybe one of them will be so incompetent that they don't go past probation and you get a phone call!

Maybe I'm just dreaming.

That really stinks Darth Bane

But, at least you know you have to be awesome to be that close to the top of the list! Just really stinks that you were one number past the cut-off

comicgeek007 · Jul 03, 2013, 09:44 AM

I agree with CCG. Something will get better. Maybe this job, maybe an even better one.

faerie_moon_x · Jul 03, 2013, 10:23 AM

I'm sorry.

That really sucks.

Darth Bane · Jul 03, 2013, 03:11 PM

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Originally Posted by CheshireCatGrin

Well... maybe one of the people who were just hired will have somehow luckily gotten a "better" job offer and will turn this one down... or maybe one of them will be so incompetent that they don't go past probation and you get a phone call!

Maybe I'm just dreaming.

That really stinks Darth Bane

But, at least you know you have to be awesome to be that close to the top of the list! Just really stinks that you were one number past the cut-off

thanks for saying this CheshireCatGrin... yes i had worked hard for it... i had 42 days to prepare, i prepared well for first 21 days but then there was this hypomania... during which i didnt care about job or anything... so i wasted next 20 days, i tried to work a little on last day and appeared for interview... i cant stop thinking instead of wasting those 20 days if i had tried hard for 4-5 days.. i might have gotten the job... but then there was this hypomania... i know i shouldn't blame my bipolar. obviously i didn't work hard enough, the choice was mine... but really i have paid my dues, i have faced year long depressions... i am still trying to be positive... i just want my life to be less cruel to me for a change... am i asking too much ?????

comicgeek007 · Jul 03, 2013, 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Darth Bane

thanks for saying this CheshireCatGrin... yes i had worked hard for it... i had 42 days to prepare, i prepared well for first 21 days but then there was this hypomania... during which i didnt care about job or anything... so i wasted next 20 days, i tried to work a little on last day and appeared for interview... i cant stop thinking instead of wasting those 20 days if i had tried hard for 4-5 days.. i might have gotten the job... but then there was this hypomania... i know i shouldn't blame my bipolar. obviously i didn't work hard enough, the choice was mine... but really i have paid my dues, i have faced year long depressions... i am still trying to be positive... i just want my life to be less cruel to me for a change... am i asking too much ?????

I'm actually going through a similar guilt about my classes. No matter how much my T tells me I did the best I could've under the circumstances, it's hard to believe him. I certainly had the energy (at times), but no understanding if/how I could focus it. I feel like I could've done better if I tried harder.

You're not asking too much. Definitely not.

Darth Bane · Jul 03, 2013, 03:24 PM

nothing is supposed to be impossible... at least thats what they told us in school... they are still telling us that in all those self help books and videos...

comicgeek007 · Jul 03, 2013, 03:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Darth Bane

nothing is supposed to be impossible... at least thats what they told us in school... they are still telling us that in all those self help books and videos...

I can actually think of a few things that are impossible, but you getting a job that fits you ain't one of 'em.

Jul 03, 2013, 03:32 PM

So sorry this happened to you. I know it is very heart breaking. But please don't let this get you down. Maybe you will get that call from them and they'll say come on in. But then again maybe something even better will come along. When one door closes another door opens!!! Hang in there

Darth Bane · Jul 03, 2013, 03:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

So sorry this happened to you. I know it is very heart breaking. But please don't let this get you down. Maybe you will get that call from them and they'll say come on in. But then again maybe something even better will come along. When one door closes another door opens!!! Hang in there

i listened "i will survive" for a while. i had this urge to tattoo it on my wrist but then i really thought about it.. i think i will regret that tattoo whe i am not depressed... i listened to katy perry - firework -Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed, so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road. anyway not having this stressful job means i will have lot of free time... that's what i really wanted

i am going to do something i always wanted... perhaps learn french... and join gym, i wanted six packs since always..

Darth Bane · Jul 03, 2013, 03:48 PM

i have lost that job... that is for sure. they wont call me again even if few of those leave their job... there is no chance. that's why i am this unhappy..

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