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Default Aug 11, 2013 at 09:07 AM
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...they might start with a glimpse of love...they might start with a grin of laughter!...

they might hit hard after a fright!...

they might be an instant response to fearsome anger!....

they might be a paranoid delusion like a deceptive thought about what some other idiot is doin'?

...and in more detail!....
it... they might be about love indescribable!...about something beautiful!
they might be about absolute terror about somethin' scary...

they might be about magnificent RAGE over crap that interfered with me! and my stability!
they might be total horror about my place in this life ...according to where exactly everyone else is!

I'm in a disaster everyday...

they arrive out of no-where ...
like they are magical!

but the only magic involved?

is that I push through

I have to hold on...

there is no other place

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Default Aug 11, 2013 at 01:55 PM
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Very well said i love it- magical disasters indeed!

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Default Aug 11, 2013 at 02:16 PM
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so to find comfort?...

to escape to assume control!!

to find trust in yourself!.....in myself...

when I'm breathing dirt in the calamity in the crash....

to grip reality and bend it in the right way for you...

pretty full on takes some effort...

cos this stuff is ...wanna' know?

this stuff is invisivible to most people!

that's why it's so tricky...

but it's gonna be ok!
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Default Aug 11, 2013 at 06:27 PM
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pretty full on takes some effort...

cos this stuff is ...wanna' know?

this stuff is invisivible to most people!

that's why it's so tricky...

but it's gonna be ok!
absolutely.

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Default Aug 11, 2013 at 07:01 PM
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James As always you spill out your emotions... and you cause us to stop and think... You are amazing

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"To escape to assume control!"

Yes!
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