I don't really know what I am looking for, but blowing up the forums the way that I did is not okay. I realize that lol. I'm resorting to just blowing up my coffee talk thread, no one has to read it.

Just wanted to say that I realize my mistake.

I don't think I left any room for anyone else this morning, and that's not my intention.

[kaliope]

dumbfounded

kaliope, your a community liason! Thank you for the hugs!

Hey, can you help me with getting my name back?

I don't know if you had anything to do with me getting my name back, but thank you!

I'm gonna start a thread for all of my b.s. that I seem to be spilling out. I don't want to end up on peoples ignore list. I was reading a thread about multiple postings.... and I want to be that person who helps and encourages on my postings...

not just going over the same selfish things over and over.....

but as I type lately, they just come spilling out. the only thing I don't like about having a thread just for my insanity is that it will keep being pushed to the top. Would that be ok? Or should I maybe just find a different outlet for all of my ramblings? Looking for ideas or suggestions.

[wildflowerchild25]

that's what i keep doing rambling in one of my threads so i don't keep creating more i would just ramble on because some of us like to read your ramblings (me) who cares if it's pushed to the top the whole time.

[comicgeek007]

Originally Posted by landskaperdan

I don't know if you had anything to do with me getting my name back, but thank you!

I'm gonna start a thread for all of my b.s. that I seem to be spilling out. I don't want to end up on peoples ignore list. I was reading a thread about multiple postings.... and I want to be that person who helps and encourages on my postings...

not just going over the same selfish things over and over.....

but as I type lately, they just come spilling out. the only thing I don't like about having a thread just for my insanity is that it will keep being pushed to the top. Would that be ok? Or should I maybe just find a different outlet for all of my ramblings? Looking for ideas or suggestions.

If it makes any difference, I don't mind. You just post when you feel you need to.

I started a blog instead.

called it dumbfounded lmao

[unaluna]

Im glad you got your name back. You were confusing me!!

everything was confusing. Even I was confused about who I was! Just kidding lol.

[A Red Panda]

There's nothing at all wrong with having a thread that you keep bumping to the top - it's more noticeable for all of us so that we can read and respond to you as well!

[BlueInanna]

I so don't mind u blowing up the forum with multi posts! I honestly find it entertaining sorry. I'm so bored and yearn entertainment - u know I adore u buddy! I'm superwoman smart and know how to click next page lol... And I almost admire it cuz even when hypo I have this reserved private side that wants to yell out and blow up a forum but I hold it in... My insecurities to work on... Add it to my bucket list bahaha!

[medicalfox]

I might do that too. I'm new and I have so many questions about being bipolar. I would be so sad if people found me annoying, I have autism so sometimes I can't tell when people are annoyed with me I came to this site to find answers and to help others with their questions. I'm trying not to be lame.
I don't mind your multiple threads, I rather see multiple threads than no one posting at all. It's what keeps this forum going imo.

[BlueInanna]

Originally Posted by medicalfox

I might do that too. I'm new and I have so many questions about being bipolar. I would be so sad if people found me annoying, I have autism so sometimes I can't tell when people are annoyed with me I came to this site to find answers and to help others with their questions. I'm trying not to be lame.
I don't mind your multiple threads, I rather see multiple threads than no one posting at all. It's what keeps this forum going imo.

Aww sweetie post away! Sometimes we might offend people but I know we don't mean to! I agree posts keep it moving. Remember that you can't please everyone and if someone finds us annoying when we mean no harm, that is their problem, nothing wrong with you

Originally Posted by BlueInanna

I so don't mind u blowing up the forum with multi posts! I honestly find it entertaining sorry. I'm so bored and yearn entertainment - u know I adore u buddy! I'm superwoman smart and know how to click next page lol... And I almost admire it cuz even when hypo I have this reserved private side that wants to yell out and blow up a forum but I hold it in... My insecurities to work on... Add it to my bucket list bahaha!

I can see the entertainment value too :\ lmao!

You can blow up a forum with me anytime! I would love that actually!

I don't know why you would be insecure... You are very smart! Very put together too.

I know that it may seem that a person is put together and really they are screaming on the inside. That would be me. Have you ever considered a blog... an anonymous blog? that is my new thing so I don't blow up the entire bipolar forum again. If you do, you gotta share the address with me. Mine is in my signature.

I find that typing away, about everything that I feel and analyzing it really helps. It can be triggering though so you have to be careful, but if your like me then all day all of the feelings and emotions get stuffed. packed away hopefully never to return. But they do. ugh... boy do they ever. Blogging is one outlet. Posting on here is another. I got your back, so if you ever post on here about it, just know it's all good and that I will be looking out for you.

I've had plenty of practice! lol.

We gotta work on your insecurities, you deserve so much more out of life.

[dubblemonkey]

DAN...it's ok to drift into the fascination...

where it hurts..

and it only hurts because we have not found the relief yet...

so don't bandage!...

just wait

it will come